I want to fuck myself up today
just figure there's no other way
you fucking killed me
then you come back for more
I did trust you
...I'll do it no more
why do you do it
drop me to the floor
I'm a fucking fool
but then, you knew that before
I need to feel what's real
need to feel it again
you tore...
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just figure there's no other way
you fucking killed me
then you come back for more
I did trust you
...I'll do it no more
why do you do it
drop me to the floor
I'm a fucking fool
but then, you knew that before
I need to feel what's real
need to feel it again
you tore...
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libra:
hop eyour ok sweety. 
tarachan:
Yeah, calmed down a bit now...thanks xx
Today's been cool. This morning I got my vest and shrug that I bought on eBay the other day, and this afternoon my SG order arrived! So now I have a really cool SG top and undies!
I've also been into town and bought a BFMV t-shirt, three plain black t-shirt tops for work and a few CDs: Organic Hallucinations - Decapitated, Hail Horror -...
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So now I have a really cool SG top and undies!
I've also been into town and bought a BFMV t-shirt, three plain black t-shirt tops for work and a few CDs: Organic Hallucinations - Decapitated, Hail Horror -...
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I feel so bored today. I've not done much for a couple of days as I'm really still recovering from the weekend. It just seems like my life still can't move on until all this shit is sorted out. I know it will be soon, but I really can't wait for it. I am quite an impatient person, but that generally means I work hard...
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Im sick of wearing a disguise
this mask I use to hide my eyes
in my dreams it seems so clear
but when I wake it's nowhere near
lift me
from this pain I call reality
protect me
from all around that lies
I see my empty world collapse
but in my mind it's still intact
my instinct is to turn and run
but I...
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this mask I use to hide my eyes
in my dreams it seems so clear
but when I wake it's nowhere near
lift me
from this pain I call reality
protect me
from all around that lies
I see my empty world collapse
but in my mind it's still intact
my instinct is to turn and run
but I...
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imyourgodnow:
nah thats not stupid some good lyrics there 
fallenfaeriekali:
No, No Fairy Goth Mother Purchases 
i ran out of monies.
xxx
i ran out of monies.
xxx
Fuck
Tonight's been fucking hilarious!
So, my really good friend is over from australia, but she's really really "normal". So we started out in the rock bar we all used to go to, then they al stared to get a bit pissed off on there, but a load of my friends came in and I realised another friend's band was playing tonight, so sugested that....
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Tonight's been fucking hilarious!
So, my really good friend is over from australia, but she's really really "normal". So we started out in the rock bar we all used to go to, then they al stared to get a bit pissed off on there, but a load of my friends came in and I realised another friend's band was playing tonight, so sugested that....
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voodooapple30:
YOU GO! BABY YOU TOTALLY ROCK!!
tarachan:
I really shouldn't be allowed anywhere near a computer when I'm drunk!!
I'm just so tired at the moment, and have a suspicious sore throat. Every day this week I've been falling asleep deleriously tired at about 6 / 7pm and sleeping for an hour. I had to work last night, so got my stuff ready before, and got to the gig about 8pm after an hour sleep. I've really got into lighting a lavendar candle, and...
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imyourgodnow:
bugger need to see Aeon flux too have to try and get to the pics sometime 
have to try and get to the pics sometime
tarachan:
I downloaded it - it's sooooo cool :-)
fuck I'm so pissed again!
fuck I'm so pissed again!
Sometimes things just take so long to sort out. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it's a pretty dark tunnel at the moment. I have so many things to sort out after the end of my last relationship - about 8 years worth of emotional and financial shit.
I guess things are going to carry on being shit for...
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libra:
sorry things are hard babes, been there and its crap. my heart goes out to you.
imyourgodnow:
hope ya get to the end of the light quicker sweetie things will be better soon
that last pic i sent ya is just a full downhill racing bike,and can do nothing more bit of waste of money in my eyes!
things will be better soon
that last pic i sent ya is just a full downhill racing bike,and can do nothing more bit of waste of money in my eyes!
Marionette's new set - By the Strings is an amazing set, it's one of the best I've seen.
It's just amazing!
It's just amazing!
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imyourgodnow:
i agree love the eyes qaulity set
tarachan:
I's definately my fave - and there are some amazing sets...
I just submitted an iMix to the iTunes music store, it's the music I'm really into, and that keeps me breathing - I thought I'd stick the tracklisting up here too. If you like metal, give some of these a listen (all available for a relatively reasonable amount from iTunes, or from your local illegal downloading emporium.
End of the Line - DevilDriver
Prey -...
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End of the Line - DevilDriver
Prey -...
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imyourgodnow:
yeah they look cool should do for nearly 4000
rather have a bike with a engine in it tho
rather have a bike with a engine in it tho
tarachan:
4000? Blimey! I just noticed the chain and stuff is different to a normal bike.
So what are they kindof designed for?
So what are they kindof designed for?
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libra:
oohhh its preetttyyyy. does it have a meaning or something?????
tarachan:
Yeah, it's a slipknot song, but it's really about my life at the moment. I'm at the end of a path and taking another route, so it's about that really..
So I got it - it was pretty ok really, sore when he was doing the outline, but ok. [shameless-showing-off]The guy did say that he hoped when he got his there that he'd sit as well as me [/shameless-showing-off]
I felt a bit dizzy about 10 mins in, but that's pretty normal I guess, then I sorted myself out and it was over before I...
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I felt a bit dizzy about 10 mins in, but that's pretty normal I guess, then I sorted myself out and it was over before I...
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voodooapple30:
i guess you only take photos in the uk? i am looking for someone to take another set of me, to try to get in to SG> i have until october. Well, just thought i would check.. ANd thanks for the comment
I have my next tattoo booked for Thursday 
I finished the design (although it's just a word) and went in to make the appointment on my way back home today.
I'll post a picture when it's not all manky Although I have to travel down to Milton Kenyes on Friday, so it's about 4 hours in a car - I think I'll be on the...
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I finished the design (although it's just a word) and went in to make the appointment on my way back home today.
I'll post a picture when it's not all manky
Although I have to travel down to Milton Kenyes on Friday, so it's about 4 hours in a car - I think I'll be on the... Read More
libra:
haha back tattoos the funniest as they heal, i had to drive back to london from birmingham on th eway back- it was funnily quite comfy. the best part is when you wake up in the morning and theres a print on the sheets were your back has stuck to the sheets.
have fun!!
thanks for the comment
have fun!!
thanks for the comment
imyourgodnow:
just putting a tattoo toghether now miself in memory of my dad,not got much space left now tho so might have to be a little one.
had a crap day at work had to listen to pop punk allday but its jons music day tommorow and its goin to be a heavy day of hell,ill make em suffer
cant wait for pics of your tatt aswell hope ya have fun just remember pain is only in the mind
had a crap day at work had to listen to pop punk allday
but its jons music day tommorow and its goin to be a heavy day of hell,ill make em suffer
cant wait for pics of your tatt aswell hope ya have fun just remember pain is only in the mind