I took part in something awful today.
Remember that rat i talked about a couple blogs ago? We gassed it today. The snake just didn't wanna eat it, and no one wanted it, and i'm not a rodent person, soooo it was either keep it unloved in a tank for the rest of its life or gas it. we popped it in a plastic bag, attached it to the car muffler and turned the car on. I felt so bad. I felt awful.
It was actually a really wierd experience because someone really close to my family died from MS last week. She had been asking to be euthanized for years, but of course, it's illegal. So we had to watch her suffer, alone, in a room by herself, with visitors coming and going for years. I cried so much last week. I felt so guilty and helpless.
Killing this rat sorta made me think about mercy killing and i felt kinda sick and wierd about the whole thing.
On a brighter note, go check out the crimson syndicate . couple friends of mine, their new hip hop project, and it's mighty fine if i may say so myself.
also while yr at it, check out ion dissonance and find those tour dates and cities and come hang out with me at the shows. c'mon now, keep me company. i wanna meet peeps along the way
I just discovered how to use my webcam to take pictures and i'm being a dork with it. So this is me being happy. As I am right now. Good weekend so far, will get better me thinks.
-tao
Remember that rat i talked about a couple blogs ago? We gassed it today. The snake just didn't wanna eat it, and no one wanted it, and i'm not a rodent person, soooo it was either keep it unloved in a tank for the rest of its life or gas it. we popped it in a plastic bag, attached it to the car muffler and turned the car on. I felt so bad. I felt awful.
It was actually a really wierd experience because someone really close to my family died from MS last week. She had been asking to be euthanized for years, but of course, it's illegal. So we had to watch her suffer, alone, in a room by herself, with visitors coming and going for years. I cried so much last week. I felt so guilty and helpless.
Killing this rat sorta made me think about mercy killing and i felt kinda sick and wierd about the whole thing.
On a brighter note, go check out the crimson syndicate . couple friends of mine, their new hip hop project, and it's mighty fine if i may say so myself.
also while yr at it, check out ion dissonance and find those tour dates and cities and come hang out with me at the shows. c'mon now, keep me company. i wanna meet peeps along the way
I just discovered how to use my webcam to take pictures and i'm being a dork with it. So this is me being happy. As I am right now. Good weekend so far, will get better me thinks.
-tao
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I did the same thing one day as a little bugger, I was shooting liitle fluffy birdies w/ a bee-bee gun and it was only stunning them. Then I shot one and it killed it, I felt so so so bad from then on I only shot my buddys with the bee-bee gun (of course with only a few pumps so it would only sting, ha, boys being boys).