OMG as if today hasn't been splendid enough, I log onto SG and see Blaze & AnnaLee have both gone pink!!! Congrats to two absolutely lovely ladies!!! Now get Emi, Andresta & Evette up there!!!
So, I got back from my lovely Broome trip last night to find a beautiful man waiting for me. It's B, of course, who for two days prior to me leaving, and throughout my entire trip showered me with MUCH love.
It was a bit out of left field, one minute I was leaving him for good and the next it was like something clicked. Finally, it looks as though we're getting somewhere. And I feel stupid. Because in three weeks his ex's name is off the mortgage deed & I realise now this is all he's been waiting for. He wanted so badly to be what I needed but didn't want to hurt her and force things to be uncivilized.
Anyway, now I have him and I'm not letting go. It's been worth ALL the pain & confusion & heartbreak leading up to this point, the last few weeks I've felt more loved than ever before.
The number 11 being our lucky number, we joked in the past about getting married on 11-11-11 at 11:11 haha but he's been talking about it seriously. Last night he was so beautiful as he stared at me and said "I'm not going anywhere" i just cried and cried, when ur so full of emotion, but it's not sadness, sometimes tears are the only way to keep from exploding, which i certainly thought my heart may have done last night. He has given me so much in 2 days. He's talking about selling his house and buying one closer to freo and the beach because that's where i feel happiest, somewhere i can have my kitten also. He wants me to move in with him now. He's just... magic. I even said to him that I reckoned we should move to Broome, i was running it past him, testing the theory, I didn't think he'd like it, but he said "it sounds wonderful"
I just don't know what to do with myself, things are perfection! I'm shaking my head in disbelief that I've found this, that such a person, such a connection can exist, he makes me so happy & we function together so well!
I'm completely in love. And we are finally getting our shit together & making this worth it and fuck is it worth it, I've never felt so content and satisfied & happy. I could easily spend the rest of my life with him.
Anyway, like I said, he's trying to keep the ex happy for 3 more weeks, so I can't go around telling everyone I'm moving in with him etc cos she'll get really hurt by it and he needs to keep the peace at least til she's signed the papers... so I needed to scream and jump up and down to someone, you guys copped it!
Haven't had time for photos of Broome yet, only just putting them on the computer now, but I'll put them online in a few days, if not tmro night
Thanks guys, love you all!!! xox
So, I got back from my lovely Broome trip last night to find a beautiful man waiting for me. It's B, of course, who for two days prior to me leaving, and throughout my entire trip showered me with MUCH love.
It was a bit out of left field, one minute I was leaving him for good and the next it was like something clicked. Finally, it looks as though we're getting somewhere. And I feel stupid. Because in three weeks his ex's name is off the mortgage deed & I realise now this is all he's been waiting for. He wanted so badly to be what I needed but didn't want to hurt her and force things to be uncivilized.
Anyway, now I have him and I'm not letting go. It's been worth ALL the pain & confusion & heartbreak leading up to this point, the last few weeks I've felt more loved than ever before.
The number 11 being our lucky number, we joked in the past about getting married on 11-11-11 at 11:11 haha but he's been talking about it seriously. Last night he was so beautiful as he stared at me and said "I'm not going anywhere" i just cried and cried, when ur so full of emotion, but it's not sadness, sometimes tears are the only way to keep from exploding, which i certainly thought my heart may have done last night. He has given me so much in 2 days. He's talking about selling his house and buying one closer to freo and the beach because that's where i feel happiest, somewhere i can have my kitten also. He wants me to move in with him now. He's just... magic. I even said to him that I reckoned we should move to Broome, i was running it past him, testing the theory, I didn't think he'd like it, but he said "it sounds wonderful"
I just don't know what to do with myself, things are perfection! I'm shaking my head in disbelief that I've found this, that such a person, such a connection can exist, he makes me so happy & we function together so well!
I'm completely in love. And we are finally getting our shit together & making this worth it and fuck is it worth it, I've never felt so content and satisfied & happy. I could easily spend the rest of my life with him.
Anyway, like I said, he's trying to keep the ex happy for 3 more weeks, so I can't go around telling everyone I'm moving in with him etc cos she'll get really hurt by it and he needs to keep the peace at least til she's signed the papers... so I needed to scream and jump up and down to someone, you guys copped it!
Haven't had time for photos of Broome yet, only just putting them on the computer now, but I'll put them online in a few days, if not tmro night
Thanks guys, love you all!!! xox
manwi:
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy