"Can't fight the seether. I can't see her til I'm foaming at the mouth."
They claim the seether is Louise, but sometimes it sure feels like me.
Depression is a dirty, sneaky, little beastie. I haven't been sick like this in over 3 years. The line between what I am and am not currently able to accomplish keeps moving.
I just need to get well....
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They claim the seether is Louise, but sometimes it sure feels like me.
Depression is a dirty, sneaky, little beastie. I haven't been sick like this in over 3 years. The line between what I am and am not currently able to accomplish keeps moving.
I just need to get well....
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I've been avoiding my computer.
I've been avoiding a lot of things.
I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and get off my ass.
Whoa, are the smilies blinkin winkin and kissin at everyone else too?
Working for cash to help out a friend(which also helps her since I rent from her).
Even though it may not be the best time economically to open...
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I've been avoiding a lot of things.
I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and get off my ass.
Whoa, are the smilies blinkin winkin and kissin at everyone else too?
Working for cash to help out a friend(which also helps her since I rent from her).
Even though it may not be the best time economically to open...
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caddi56:
nothing new to report ?
anger_frog:
I know the feeling honey. 
You can talk to me anytime you'd like if you need to.
You can talk to me anytime you'd like if you need to.
so it's been a while since I've been here.
I thought I had the job in the bag, I followed up. They dropped the ball. Fuck It!
So the unemployment office offers some pretty cool classes and a job club and I think it will be really helpful. I have 2 today and at least one every day next week. It will get me out...
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I thought I had the job in the bag, I followed up. They dropped the ball. Fuck It!
So the unemployment office offers some pretty cool classes and a job club and I think it will be really helpful. I have 2 today and at least one every day next week. It will get me out...
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tinyelvis:
Hello 
How are you?
What have you've been up to?
Still jobless? What do you do for a living?
General Kick Ass'er!!! Or just Party ANIMAL?
No idea what that means......
Talk with ya later
TinyE
mark
How are you?
What have you've been up to?
Still jobless? What do you do for a living?
General Kick Ass'er!!! Or just Party ANIMAL?
No idea what that means......
Talk with ya later
TinyE
mark
relapsed_eric:
let me know if you will be available this week or the next to shoot some photos, we should put our heads together to come up with a theme/concept for where and how we will shoot you.
I have heard nothing about the job. Shit! I did a follow up call but got no response. It's been more than a week since my interview. I have that sinking feeling.
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darkjuan:
any word yet?
toneski:
Work is over-rated, there is a spot near my house,
694 and University, where people just have to make pretty cardboard signs to make money...think about it.
694 and University, where people just have to make pretty cardboard signs to make money...think about it.
I'm just waiting for the offer to come in.
My head is swelling since a couple of people recommended me well for this job.
I'm so impatient. I can't wait to start getting out of the house everyday.
My roommates Mom is dying. I don't know how to console her. With open ears and open arms I guess.
My head is swelling since a couple of people recommended me well for this job.
I'm so impatient. I can't wait to start getting out of the house everyday.
My roommates Mom is dying. I don't know how to console her. With open ears and open arms I guess.
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darkjuan:
hey... how ya been? 
anger_frog:
I'm hoping her lack of update indicates a new work schedule....and the roller coaster priveleges. 
Well I think I may have just landed a job. It means working in the Mall of America. Now that I think of it lots of people I used to work with have gone to MOA. Its a home for refugees of the dying toy industry. The cool thing about the whole deal is that I was referred to the company by a former coworker...
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darkjuan:
what store are you going to be working for? I only get down there when I have a real urge to shop and people watch... well mostly people watch, and on holidays for that last minute x-mas shopping stuff!
caddi56:
Ill trade you ...ill go work at the mall and you can run my business
what is a reasonable amount of time for a reasonable man to date a kickass chick like me before he is ready to marry her? I mean, honestly, this is an awesome relationship and I am 100% about making a great marriage happen. He's not ready yet. We were discussing it and he (kiddingly) said, " Let's go...we could be in Vegas in 3 hours."...
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anger_frog:
4 years? Yeah, I think marriage would definitely be an option here, especially if everything is working out so smoothly. Living together first wouldn't be a bad idea though; living under the same roof can be a different experience for people, and you should know how well that's going to go before the two of you decide to get hitched. It's not necessary, of course, but it never hurts to know for certain.
darkjuan:
what I meant was.... like on the weekend. sheesh! 
I'm home. Green Bay was nice. I spent the whole time with my parents since they both had the weekend off which is rare. We ate at a restaurant at the Packer Stadium and took a picture of me with a cheesehead hat on. It's hot, baby! You know you want one of those yellow foam chunks of swiss for your own noggin! 
CHEESE
CHEESE
caddi56:
tank girl was a rad movie... Did you see the EVIL EASTER set or just the party boy set ???
darkjuan:
NNNOOOO! not a cheese head!
welcome back!
BTW.. we're all heading to grumpy's tonight!
check the forums..
[Edited on Apr 13, 2004 2:22PM]
welcome back!
BTW.. we're all heading to grumpy's tonight!
check the forums..
[Edited on Apr 13, 2004 2:22PM]
I collect rubber ducks. I found a rubber duck at a thrift store that I thought had to open up but I couldn't figure out how so I set it on the tub with the others and forgot about it.
I was watching the Sunday Night Sex Show on Oxygen (it is on more than just Sundays & is a talk show--not to be confused...
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I was watching the Sunday Night Sex Show on Oxygen (it is on more than just Sundays & is a talk show--not to be confused...
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darkjuan:
I think I would have been traumatized if I had a rubber ducky that was always shaking and humming like that
anger_frog:
If I ever come across one, consider it yours. All in the name of science, of course. 
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND I'LL YELL IF I WANT TO!
I was really fixated this last week on being old. What a waste of time. How does age in a full life factor negatively?
Today I choose to be thankful for the experiences the years have brought me and to remember that I could have died young and missed way to much.
I'm a lover....
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I was really fixated this last week on being old. What a waste of time. How does age in a full life factor negatively?
Today I choose to be thankful for the experiences the years have brought me and to remember that I could have died young and missed way to much.
I'm a lover....
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tinyelvis:
I was there at the very start of your Birthday! You ROCK! Hope you have fun at the homested this weekend.
I'm listening to the Riverboat Gamblers right now!
OOh Yeah!
TinyE
I'm listening to the Riverboat Gamblers right now!
OOh Yeah!
TinyE
vitriolicunt:
hey happy birthday; i left a note on a thread of yours; just wanted to say hi!
Okay, I'm going to finish the rant I started in TINYELVIS 'S journal.
I love going to rock shows. I started going to punk shows at age 14. The venues were sometimes sketchy-like a boxing club along a skid row that later moved to a warehouse down by the RR tracks along the river or old bars in the boondocks. Mostly I went with friends...
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I love going to rock shows. I started going to punk shows at age 14. The venues were sometimes sketchy-like a boxing club along a skid row that later moved to a warehouse down by the RR tracks along the river or old bars in the boondocks. Mostly I went with friends...
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nimhly:
yep, i'll be at work friday, saturday, and monday, look me up!
ctrlcat:
hi there,
I totally know what you mean! Maybe I'm getting cautious in my old age (I just turned 30) but I NEVER go out alone anymore. And I used to ... First Ave, Turf, etc. ... of course, now there's hardly ever anything I want to see. And I don't drink anymore. So it seems kind of pointless to even go out. ... but I wouldn't feel safe, anymore.
I totally know what you mean! Maybe I'm getting cautious in my old age (I just turned 30) but I NEVER go out alone anymore. And I used to ... First Ave, Turf, etc. ... of course, now there's hardly ever anything I want to see. And I don't drink anymore. So it seems kind of pointless to even go out. ... but I wouldn't feel safe, anymore.
Walked to the store this eve.....the weather was so beautiful- 61degrees@5:30!
I feel so alive in the wind's chill breeze and the sun's warm stare from the West.
Got a message from an old coworker about a job opening--that's exciting--Pottery Barn Kids--do I want to resign myself to a respectable image? Do I want to deal with snobby parents again?
It would be great to...
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I feel so alive in the wind's chill breeze and the sun's warm stare from the West.
Got a message from an old coworker about a job opening--that's exciting--Pottery Barn Kids--do I want to resign myself to a respectable image? Do I want to deal with snobby parents again?
It would be great to...
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darkjuan:
DOH!!!
just saw your post... oh well maybe next time.
I was out doing garage cleaning type stuff... lots-O-fun
just saw your post... oh well maybe next time.
I was out doing garage cleaning type stuff... lots-O-fun
tinyelvis:
I met you in passing. maybe Sunday. I'm also going to triple rock to watch that show again (TOO)......
Later
TinyE
Later
TinyE
just checking!