sorry I haven't blogged but I have been kind of buisy, trying to find a new place to live, hmmmmmm smell the rank smell of defeat.....yes I can't sit here and act like I am not hurt, b/c I am. we were engaged and setting a date to get married , from that to I don't want to be with you anymore....well that is how life goes right, and then I am having the hardest time finding a place to live. granted he told me I could stay as long as I had to, until i found place to live, but I'm not trying to stay there too long, it just hurts, things like him getting off the phone and not saying I love you and not wanting to call him and see where he is after work, b/c it's none of my buisness, b/c we aren't together anymore.....and I am soooo scared that he will get over me, but I will still be heart tearing in love with him.........I am just not meant to stay in a good relationship. Well FUCK IT ALL I DON"T WANT A NEW PERSON....I'm staying single.... 
10eisha:
holy shit i love your tank girl tattoo! Ive always wanted to get the drawing of her riding her rhino.
raziel666:
You might be saying that now about being single,but you know it will change.Tho,I am sorry you are going therough this crap.I don't blame you to find your own place and get away from him.You can't heal if you stay there so you are doing the right thing.keep you head up my lady.i don't know you in person but I do beievel you are a strong person and will over come everything.BIG HUG