i cant quit thinking about that morning i got shot. 
it has been two whole years of clear sailing(confontation wise), but i still dream about it. it was relitively painless, but i guess it's the shock factor; wow, someone just tried to blow my head off!!! this last year it has rarely come to mind, but today it is painfully sressin me out. and for what- nothing can or could be done. i am alive but i have yet to feel relieved. oh well, i need a drink. and i think i will start carrying my air tazer again, you just NEVER know when something like that will hapen.
it has been two whole years of clear sailing(confontation wise), but i still dream about it. it was relitively painless, but i guess it's the shock factor; wow, someone just tried to blow my head off!!! this last year it has rarely come to mind, but today it is painfully sressin me out. and for what- nothing can or could be done. i am alive but i have yet to feel relieved. oh well, i need a drink. and i think i will start carrying my air tazer again, you just NEVER know when something like that will hapen.
I can't imagine if I ever got shot I would forget it. Hell when I fucked up my ankle big time in gymanstics, to this day I can still hear the pop and feel the pull of the ligaments in my ankle... and that's always fun *cringe*