My throat is parched and my hopes far away, my heart drained. I want to feel happy, I want it to overhwhelm me to the point that it almost seems silly. I dearly want to laugh until my throat hurts, instead of hurting with the pain of crying. I want to be held every night, and I want to hold someone every night too. I want someone to look at me and tell me I'm a wonderful person and not hear a "but..." at the end of the sentence. I want to build a life with someone and a home, but not the typical home with the white picket fence. Maybe I'll weld a fence together. 
Is IT POSSIBLE TO FIND THIS WITH SOMEBODY or am I just fooling myself? 
Is IT POSSIBLE TO FIND THIS WITH SOMEBODY or am I just fooling myself?