I'de officially like to scratch number one on my news years resolution and make it this instead:
1. I want to understand the person I love, and still manage to be my own individual.
The man I fell in love with four years ago happened to find a date and sleep with her. We were currently on the no-dating status but were still sleeping together. i have to admit that I had a mental break-down when I found out that he had spent the night with this woman. I came to realize that I was still very much in love with this man and he had become a deeper friend these past couple months, more than I thought possible. We were still sleeping together and were enjoying eachothers company quite well. I 'm not going to predict the future or dare to say that we'll last but I know that I can't let go of him, no matter how hard I try. Hes very much apart of me, and really defines me.
1. I want to understand the person I love, and still manage to be my own individual.
The man I fell in love with four years ago happened to find a date and sleep with her. We were currently on the no-dating status but were still sleeping together. i have to admit that I had a mental break-down when I found out that he had spent the night with this woman. I came to realize that I was still very much in love with this man and he had become a deeper friend these past couple months, more than I thought possible. We were still sleeping together and were enjoying eachothers company quite well. I 'm not going to predict the future or dare to say that we'll last but I know that I can't let go of him, no matter how hard I try. Hes very much apart of me, and really defines me.