I'm really not up for an update at the moment, but I wrote an LJ update:
Med changes suck.
Feeling angsty and lonely for the first time in months. It fucking sucks, man. Feeling whiny and emo and all that stupid shit that I hate so much. All that fucking drama that I hate so much.
When I get like this, I feel like I physically need some sort of bullshit drama. And way too often, I end up creating some by doing stupid shit like
(in order of most frequent to least frequent)
1. Bottling it up and feeling like shit for weeks until I get back to normal
2. Spontaneously developing a crush on someone
3. Chewing out my friends, then stressing about it
4. Telling the aforementioned crush about my feelings at the WORST POSSIBLE TIME
5. Getting into a fist-fight
I'm hoping for a fight, it's the most satisfying and the least emotionally damaging.
Current Mood: Just shitty in general
Med changes suck.
Feeling angsty and lonely for the first time in months. It fucking sucks, man. Feeling whiny and emo and all that stupid shit that I hate so much. All that fucking drama that I hate so much.
When I get like this, I feel like I physically need some sort of bullshit drama. And way too often, I end up creating some by doing stupid shit like
(in order of most frequent to least frequent)
1. Bottling it up and feeling like shit for weeks until I get back to normal
2. Spontaneously developing a crush on someone
3. Chewing out my friends, then stressing about it
4. Telling the aforementioned crush about my feelings at the WORST POSSIBLE TIME
5. Getting into a fist-fight
I'm hoping for a fight, it's the most satisfying and the least emotionally damaging.
Current Mood: Just shitty in general
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*hugs*
I'm sure that was the uplifting news you have been dying to hear! ok so maybe not. Anyway sorry life is sucking such ass right now. Yeah fist fights and crushes are not good ways to go...but you could always tell that annoying chick that calls you (or called you) all the time exactly why you don't answer the phone- unless she is the one you got the crush on. That would be pretty damn funny and being mean to people is always a mood booster- well maybe that's just me