Horray!! This post is being made from my sexy new laptop (12' powerbook). Its my first time using a Mac but I must say I do like it, the main reason I had avoided them in the past is because I game, and you can't do that on a Mac, but this is a laptop for productivity and I decided to try it out.
screw what other people say about the proper amounts of socialness. if you're happy, then go with that! life's too short to waste time driving yourself nuts trying to be the way other people think you should be.
I woke up this morning and quoted ferris bueller to myself:
"How could I possibly be expected to handle school on a day like this?"
So I didn't, that is certainly a plus of having online classes, I can make it conform to my schedule. I mean, come on, it got up to at least 55, it was bright and sunny, just enough cloudage to... Read More
I loved that movie. My favorite part was when the old man in the park was explaining the whole idea of everything being governed by chance and how, more or less, nothing really matters when you stop to think about things...
So after much dileberation and 1500 dollars later I got me a new computer. When it arrives (I ordered online, what? did you think I would actually leave the house) this will be my first laptop, the first computer that I have bought (all others have been built or purchaced by my parents) and my first apple computer. Should be fun.... Read More
I want to have more time. I want to do well in school. I want to find a better job. I don't want to be stuck in a cubical the rest of my life. I want to travel. I want to live in exotic places. I want to meet people. I want to make more friends. I want to be more... Read More
Uggguuuu.........back on the day shift. Getting my sleep cycle realigned is not fun. Been having strange dreams, would be impossible to explain (well it would take a long time and I am lazy), but I will say this, they have been 8-bit dreams. That is very disorentating when you wake up and everything is in real live non-pixelated glory.
Now, I don't generally like to use this area to whine, complain, and otherwise release agnst. But I see this as an active record of my thoughts and I would be lying to myself if I omitted it, plus its just one of those days. Normally I enjoy my solitude, normally I don't want people around me, they usually end up just bothering me, normally... Read More
Alcohol is compelling me to share this... So sorry in advance.
I sort of feel you on this... This is pretty much how my days play themselves out, on a regular basis, pretty much. I can't say the same for the dream, as mine are equally weird, if not more so, but different...
A while back, I actually made an effort to try to be more outgoing and "social", to get out there and "do things". Clubs. Parties. All sorts of shit. It seemed like a smart thing to do at the time...
Conclusion? It's not worth it. It's hard work being that damn shallow and superficial... Your situation seems to be the same as my situation, and I'm cool with things as they are for the time being.