soo
i told him to come here and read my last entry - which probably wasnt the best idea ive had, far from it actually, but i just really wanted to say something cus i dod actually like him, and well he didnt say anything, he didnt bring it up and we never talked about it, so well that confirms the part that he doesnt feel the same way, which is sad cus i think we get along great and i feel really comfortable around him, i guess we havent spent much time together and we live on opposite ends of the world (he lives maybe 45-1hour away from me) so i guess it just wouldnt work
BTW i forgot to write that he is actually one of the nice guys!! and i think that any girl would be very lucky to be with him, and even just be his friend. What i think is that he has been hurt and messed around a bit and now he just wants the whole casual thing i guess, w hich is fair enough... i cant really say for sure tho and i cant really make an excuse maybe he just isnt interested in me!
so yeah, duno when i get to see him again, probably not for a while..
anyway life is good, im very happy and I AM GOING TO TURKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.soulclipse.com
I am going to the festival for the solar eclipse, then i will tarvel around turkey, greece, up to spain and over to amsterdam, 4 weeks starting the last week in march, its going to be awesome i cant wait, im so excited doing all my research its very fun!!!
and i get to spend the eclipse with my 2 best friends tahliana and shanna, so its going to very special
so if ytou know of anyone that is going to be around those places during those times, i want to make contact and find ppl to travel with etc so give me bell on msn or email!!
woooooooo
ALSO: im looking for any photographers, i want to do a set and a few nicey type photos, will pay etc
tomorrow is saturday - thats my bacon
day
HUZZAH FOR BACON
and lastly
dont forget that monday 19 sept is international talk like a pirate day, i expect to see all journal entries in pirate talk
arrr me heartiesss
i told him to come here and read my last entry - which probably wasnt the best idea ive had, far from it actually, but i just really wanted to say something cus i dod actually like him, and well he didnt say anything, he didnt bring it up and we never talked about it, so well that confirms the part that he doesnt feel the same way, which is sad cus i think we get along great and i feel really comfortable around him, i guess we havent spent much time together and we live on opposite ends of the world (he lives maybe 45-1hour away from me) so i guess it just wouldnt work
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
BTW i forgot to write that he is actually one of the nice guys!! and i think that any girl would be very lucky to be with him, and even just be his friend. What i think is that he has been hurt and messed around a bit and now he just wants the whole casual thing i guess, w hich is fair enough... i cant really say for sure tho and i cant really make an excuse maybe he just isnt interested in me!
so yeah, duno when i get to see him again, probably not for a while..
anyway life is good, im very happy and I AM GOING TO TURKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.soulclipse.com
I am going to the festival for the solar eclipse, then i will tarvel around turkey, greece, up to spain and over to amsterdam, 4 weeks starting the last week in march, its going to be awesome i cant wait, im so excited doing all my research its very fun!!!
and i get to spend the eclipse with my 2 best friends tahliana and shanna, so its going to very special
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
so if ytou know of anyone that is going to be around those places during those times, i want to make contact and find ppl to travel with etc so give me bell on msn or email!!
woooooooo
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
ALSO: im looking for any photographers, i want to do a set and a few nicey type photos, will pay etc
tomorrow is saturday - thats my bacon
![oink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pig.341d66fde6b7.gif)
![oink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pig.341d66fde6b7.gif)
HUZZAH FOR BACON
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
and lastly
dont forget that monday 19 sept is international talk like a pirate day, i expect to see all journal entries in pirate talk
arrr me heartiesss
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
![ARRR!!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pirate.9344b69ddfcd.gif)
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RIP lurch83
http://suicidegirls.com/members/trolldoll/1019484/
that last journal entry turned out to be prophetic.