tamson

so i havent wrote in ages, mainly cus i havent had much to say.. when i get depressed i go quiet and have nothing to say. so even tho so much has been happening in my life, its really not worth saying anything about it.

my business seems to be failing, im on the verge of giving up, i was meant to do my launch party on Saturday at Blink, but they forgot about it when designing the flyers and posters so now my logo or any onfo about warptsilence isnt on any advertising, they said i could still do it, but whats the point when noone knows, and its a shame as well cus i had heaps of giveaways from bands like shirts and cds and i had agift voucher from psydeways a clothing store in newtown as well *sigh*

Ive been sick today and yesterday, yesterday i couldnt eat anythng cus i kept throwing it up, and today i went to work but i felt like crap all day, now ive got the headache and i feel like im gunna throw up again, dun think ill be at work tomorrow... i havent got any pain killers either which really sux, its about a 10-15 min walk to teh chemist thats open late, so i wont be able to make it there .. bummer.

hmm i hate being depressed, i just cry for no reason all the time and constantly feel frustrated like i just wanna rip my skin off..

I was heaps depressed for about 2 years, and then about may this year i just got happy, and it was all really good, but now i duno,the past few weeks it seems ive just gone back to the way I was and i duno how to change it. I just want to give up on everything.

what a downer entry huh.. hmm

well i hope everyone is having a better time and is getting into the festive season