Today I had a long phone chat, not the first either, with someone I am coming to like. Her health is not great and she told me she didn't want a romantic relationship. I understood, but it still hurt. We kept talking and it was as if nothing had changed - she seemed OK with the fact I was still interested and our (apparently non-romantic) relationship kind of moved forward. We seem to get on really well, and I can't tell if she's really not interested, just trying to see if she can scare me off, or if her mind says "no" but her heart is saying "yes." It's confusing and frustrating to say the least. Its been about 6 years since I've seen someone or had sex and I was so hopeful. Now, I don't know what to think. *sighs*
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tamikitten:
Thanks - I'm so tired of the online dating world. This morning "I got a message" and by the time I logged in, she had changed her mind and blocked me. I've been told I'm unattractive, have a negative profile, and am too honest and intense. Not a single compliment ever. I want to be able to honestly say I'm trying, but theemotional cost is totally ridiculous.
tamikitten:
Well, the signals aren't mixed anymore. We went out for tea and a couple of days later she told me I'm "not the one" for her. So, the signal is clear - move along, not wanted here. *sighs*