Insomnia is back. Comfort snacking. TV. Drinking. Other unhealthy habits. Feeding a void?
In other news, holidays being over = a happier Ami. I spent New Years all gussied (correct spelling, who knows ) up, drinking entirely too much, which isnt my fault considering the open bar and champagne fountain, all while getting flattered by a checkoslovakian exchange student, and some other youngin he was buddies with. The evening was full of my new married friend's bliss, lots of laughing, and of course, ass shakin by the drunken wedding party and guests... you can dress us up, but you cant take us out
Things I want to accomplish in the coming year:
1. Do more with my creative abilities
I thoroughly enjoy taking and editing photos, I do nothing with that hobby. I write all the fuckin time, and not to sound full of myself, I think I am good at it, I do nothing with that either. I have an apartment full of examples of wasted talent.
2. Continue to keep him of of my life.
I think that is pretty self explanatory, no need to ring in the New Year with the same old bullshit.
3. Speak up for and care more about my feelings
While it makes for good and intense writing, stuffing away anger, sadness any feelings really, isnt healthy and people need to be held accountable in some way for the way they make me feel.
4. Meet with photographers more
Also self explanatory
5. Meet more people who share similar interests
I have a good amount of friends. But sometimes who I am is stifled with alot of them, purely out of them not agreeing with or understanding things I enjoy. I thoroughly enjoy conversations, and more so when there about something mutually enjoyed.
and finally....
6. Learn to love and embrace the things about me that I dont, and continue to love the things about me that I already do.
Ok, so I make a lot of resolutions, but its fun, to think of the possibilities that may lay before you...
Well two things are obvious by this entry, I rambble when wine has been imbibed, and I am fond of the run on sentence...
In other news, holidays being over = a happier Ami. I spent New Years all gussied (correct spelling, who knows ) up, drinking entirely too much, which isnt my fault considering the open bar and champagne fountain, all while getting flattered by a checkoslovakian exchange student, and some other youngin he was buddies with. The evening was full of my new married friend's bliss, lots of laughing, and of course, ass shakin by the drunken wedding party and guests... you can dress us up, but you cant take us out
Things I want to accomplish in the coming year:
1. Do more with my creative abilities
I thoroughly enjoy taking and editing photos, I do nothing with that hobby. I write all the fuckin time, and not to sound full of myself, I think I am good at it, I do nothing with that either. I have an apartment full of examples of wasted talent.
2. Continue to keep him of of my life.
I think that is pretty self explanatory, no need to ring in the New Year with the same old bullshit.
3. Speak up for and care more about my feelings
While it makes for good and intense writing, stuffing away anger, sadness any feelings really, isnt healthy and people need to be held accountable in some way for the way they make me feel.
4. Meet with photographers more
Also self explanatory
5. Meet more people who share similar interests
I have a good amount of friends. But sometimes who I am is stifled with alot of them, purely out of them not agreeing with or understanding things I enjoy. I thoroughly enjoy conversations, and more so when there about something mutually enjoyed.
and finally....
6. Learn to love and embrace the things about me that I dont, and continue to love the things about me that I already do.
Ok, so I make a lot of resolutions, but its fun, to think of the possibilities that may lay before you...
Well two things are obvious by this entry, I rambble when wine has been imbibed, and I am fond of the run on sentence...
All good resolutions, methinks. All seem as though they'd have a better than average chance of success given some work.
My own creative resolutions are simply to finish things. Sadly, that seems the hardest part.