tally

uggggggggggh, i am SO addicted to law and order. i sat in front of the idiot box and watched it from 1900 till 2200....i wasted hours of my precious life.....haha, what else would i have done i live in the shithole of texas...killeen!!! but i did miss my workout oh well there is always tomorrow.

so good news for today; i found out that i...
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so today has been a GREAT day.......

first of all i got out of morning formation by going to sick call; at sick call i was prescribed percocet for my pain.
secondly, i closed on my house today....it's all mine now!!!
thirdly, i shammed out of work today, yah!!
the fourth thing that happened wasn't so wonderful; i was informed that i have staff duty...
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so the seller refused to sell me the house because of the low appraisal and the 5,000 worth of damage needed to be fixed before closing. so the realtor took me on tuesday to look at another townhouse and i made a bid....hopefully tomorrow i'll if i get it or not, and hopefully that will be before my 4:50 flight home to florida where i...
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i'm not sure, but i think life has always been this complicated, but i still want to know why my life is so complicated right now! i want to know why i don't have any of the answers to my plaguing questions! i want to know why i can't decided what i want! i just want to know what to do and what to believe....
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i've come to the conclusion that the army is turning me into an alcoholic and a hermit.

so i may not get my house after all...the va only approved my loan for 48,000 cause that's what they appraised the house for instead of the 51,000 the sellers want when they initially listed it for 49,000. plus the fucking place has termites and 5,000 worth of...
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so many thoughts running through my mind.....i wonder and ponder too much, way too much; that's probably why i can't sleep at night. actually i think my sleeping problem still stems from basic training, but of late a good part of it is that i've so much to do and to worry about that these thoughts are what is keeping me awake at night. plus...
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mmmmmmmmmm, yummy.....tomatoe basil veggie burger, mashed tators, and peas and carrots and for dessert peach apple sauce

sometimes you just wanna reach through the back of a person's cranium, grab their tongue, and choke the living shit out of them with it

couldn't post this last night cause the site was down, so here's what i wrote in my livejournal wanting to write it here:

so the other day i was out driving around searching for a place to live, i'm being thrown out of the barracks because of my rank and the fact that there isn't enough room for the privates, and we'll i notice a...
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i may feel isolated and all alone in a society that i dont understand, nor do i accept, but i finally found a music store that sells music i like i think maybe i'll be okay (prolly not but it's good to be optimistic!

so on my shopping spree i bought (but i wanted so much more):

haha, first off i bought a book -...
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army medical sucks.......in the army you must go to sickcall before you can actually get any real help; the medics and pa's there are like a barrier - they decide whether or not one gets to see a real doctor. i've been here on this post for nearly 3 weeks now and i've yet to see a real doctor and quite frankly it's begining to...
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bleh.......the life of a soldier is not what it's cracked up to be! but hey, at least i got my phoneline turned on today, so now i have internet access all the time! and luckily i work 40 paces from the shit-hole that i live in.....thus i can sneak away and play online when i feel the need!!!

p.s. killeen tx SUCKS

but i've heard...
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