i keep having proper wierd dreams, that make no sense, like iv had dreams where
im flying over a river and landed in a field, and everyone around me just ignored that fact that i just flew into the field
i was killing people
i was in hawaii with my cousin in a restraunt
keep having nightmares about ex gf's
i was looking after my nan who passed away couple of years ago..
is all just proper wierd stuff that seems to come from knowhere, i know some people say that all dreams have a meaning and message, i dont know how it works lol i guess theres a reason why you dream stuff, like must have somthing do to with what you are thinking.
I hate my job, well i hate what the company stands for, I work for Argos (for people who in england) they suck big time, like iv been with them for over 5 years, iv been supervisors, sales floor manager and now im a customer advisor. i left last chirstams becasue they was expecting me to do 15 hour shifts when id only get piad for 9 hours and i woulnt get the time back, so like id get to work at 8am, leave at 2am and theyd want me back in at 8am. anyway i left and came back to the company and even tho all the time and effot iv givin them they are prob gonan get rid of me, cause of the credit crunch. i know they havea biusness to run but they dont give a shit about anyone, do no employers care anymore? RETAIL SUCKS
I have no money. At all.
on a lighter note lol, i put an advert put over a month ago looking to join or start a band again, its been too long since i last played music live, and i got a responce the other day, from this metal band that look soo good, but like now im like, this seems to good to be true, somthing isnt right. how stupid is that, iv wait like 3 years to get back in a band and somthing comes aong that might work out, and im like thinking the worst in people, i guess in a world where people get let down and fucked about so much its only natural. They want me to go to there gig in canterbury on Thursday t osee them live, and so they can give me a CD of them, and they wanna arange a jam together, i dont know why im thinking the worst from this, altho it does seem well to goodto be true lol.
i took some photos of my garden when it snowed, they suck a bit but here they are anyway lol
id love to be a professional photographer, but i dont know much and im not great at it lol, but i love doing it so much. hmmmm
I cant stop eating pringles which is where im off to now
im flying over a river and landed in a field, and everyone around me just ignored that fact that i just flew into the field
i was killing people
i was in hawaii with my cousin in a restraunt
keep having nightmares about ex gf's
i was looking after my nan who passed away couple of years ago..
is all just proper wierd stuff that seems to come from knowhere, i know some people say that all dreams have a meaning and message, i dont know how it works lol i guess theres a reason why you dream stuff, like must have somthing do to with what you are thinking.
I hate my job, well i hate what the company stands for, I work for Argos (for people who in england) they suck big time, like iv been with them for over 5 years, iv been supervisors, sales floor manager and now im a customer advisor. i left last chirstams becasue they was expecting me to do 15 hour shifts when id only get piad for 9 hours and i woulnt get the time back, so like id get to work at 8am, leave at 2am and theyd want me back in at 8am. anyway i left and came back to the company and even tho all the time and effot iv givin them they are prob gonan get rid of me, cause of the credit crunch. i know they havea biusness to run but they dont give a shit about anyone, do no employers care anymore? RETAIL SUCKS
I have no money. At all.
on a lighter note lol, i put an advert put over a month ago looking to join or start a band again, its been too long since i last played music live, and i got a responce the other day, from this metal band that look soo good, but like now im like, this seems to good to be true, somthing isnt right. how stupid is that, iv wait like 3 years to get back in a band and somthing comes aong that might work out, and im like thinking the worst in people, i guess in a world where people get let down and fucked about so much its only natural. They want me to go to there gig in canterbury on Thursday t osee them live, and so they can give me a CD of them, and they wanna arange a jam together, i dont know why im thinking the worst from this, altho it does seem well to goodto be true lol.
i took some photos of my garden when it snowed, they suck a bit but here they are anyway lol
id love to be a professional photographer, but i dont know much and im not great at it lol, but i love doing it so much. hmmmm
I cant stop eating pringles which is where im off to now
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retail does indeed suck. corporate companies suck even more because we all know they don't give a flying fuck about us.
i have no money at all either. i just donated plasma to get thirty bucks haha don't let it get you down though. when you need it it will be there somehow. money is over-rated anyhow
GO for the band! i know what you mean. i had a bad streak of luck the past year and now that things have started to go well i am immediatly skeptical of all the good things being placed in my path. it is almost hard for me to accept them after all this time. you have to at least check it though! metal band too. hotness
Man i hate retail like you wouldnt believe, and your so right about them not giving a fuck about us, the managers go home earning there 40,000 a year, not giving a shit about how other people struggle everyday. Every week i have to sign another week contract becasue its so crap at the moment, they let a couple of people go last week, and they didnt even have the guts to tell them to there face, they just wasnt on next weeks rota, thats how they found out they didnt have a job anymore.
like reading your thing on starbucks the other day, and how shit the company i work for is, corporate compainies do suck. And i work for one lol
I guess if you let your self get too dependent on money, thats where it can all go wrong. Just hate only earning enough to cover bills. Im selling stuff on ebay lol
I was going to go see that band tonight but its snowed loads so couldnt drive lol. Plus i dont have the money to update my dieing equipment lol. Im still waiting for things to turn good, hopfully wont be too long
And hell yeh for metal bands lol. Thank god for music lol