Wednesday Mar 04, 2009

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Monday night changed my life forever. It was my 5th time seeing Metallica live, 2nd time at the O2 arena in London. Doors opened at 18.30pm But determind to get to the front row we arrived at 15.00pm biggrin I drove up with my best friend and parents, we had standing tickets and my parents had seating ones.
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benten:
im a model. x
benten:
its still hard wor and most of the my free time is spent finding new work but its cool. x

Thursday Feb 26, 2009

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Im in such a wierd place frown Like feel so lost and confused. I dont know what to do.
Ok so im 24, and the day i left school i never went back, got a job in retail and thats where iv been stuck ever since. Iv been supervisors and sales floor manager in retail but with the way the work is going i dont want...
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tai_:
Thank you. Hugs are appreciated biggrin
lovely:
Thanks for the sweet comment!
I hope everything works out, it always does!
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Hope you have a positive week ahead of you!
That music course would be way rad, I myself want to start smashing on some drums!!

Sunday Feb 22, 2009

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I have my first chance to do concert photograpghy this week, my friends band said theyd be cool with it but part of me is trying to talk myself out of it. I dont know why becasue i want this so much. I dont know if its casue im worried il be rubbish, and i dont know what im doing, if im worried what people...
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caprica:
I don't really have a favorite. Canada is amazing though.
hopelessaddict:
I've been slacking teribly at comments soo HELLOOO LOVE!

Wednesday Feb 18, 2009

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Why is it some poeple just always land on there feet? This girl i know like her parents pay for everything for her, do everything for her, she gets a full time job when she dont even need it becaue she is moving away soon anyways, and her parents give her money when she asks, And she gets away with treating people like shit, she...
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hopelessaddict:
hiya boo my day is good laid back just finishin up some packing and what not whatcha doin
hopelessaddict:
damn that sounds like fun ha at first I was like wait whatt at 2 in the afternoon weiird then I remembered the time change aah

Sunday Feb 15, 2009

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tai_:
They look really good, the one of the kitty is especially precious! I should get a flickr. But here is my deviant art blush
hopelessaddict:
oh! and thanks for the pic comments smile

Thursday Feb 12, 2009

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Its snowing again!! I hope it stops over night otherwise i cant get into work, which means no money frown

Anyway, i need peoples advice or help or anything lol. More than anything i wanna be a photographer but its difficult, like iv looked into college and normal courses, and i either dont have good enough school grades to do them or they cost to much...
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talamia:
Don't fret about photography, if you really love something you will find out how to do it. Going to school for photography seems like a joke. Everything you need to know you can google.
tai_:
Hmm. Well. I'll let you know, I still haven't figured out that detail for myself yet. frown

Wednesday Feb 11, 2009

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i keep having proper wierd dreams, that make no sense, like iv had dreams where
im flying over a river and landed in a field, and everyone around me just ignored that fact that i just flew into the field
i was killing people
i was in hawaii with my cousin in a restraunt
keep having nightmares about ex gf's
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rexx:
haha thanks! i don't get told that all the time. it makes me happy that you enjoy my ramblings smile

retail does indeed suck. corporate companies suck even more because we all know they don't give a flying fuck about us.

i have no money at all either. i just donated plasma to get thirty bucks haha don't let it get you down though. when you need it it will be there somehow. money is over-rated anyhow

GO for the band! i know what you mean. i had a bad streak of luck the past year and now that things have started to go well i am immediatly skeptical of all the good things being placed in my path. it is almost hard for me to accept them after all this time. you have to at least check it though! metal band too. hotness biggrin
tallica4891:
haha yeh there always really interesting to read smile

Man i hate retail like you wouldnt believe, and your so right about them not giving a fuck about us, the managers go home earning there 40,000 a year, not giving a shit about how other people struggle everyday. Every week i have to sign another week contract becasue its so crap at the moment, they let a couple of people go last week, and they didnt even have the guts to tell them to there face, they just wasnt on next weeks rota, thats how they found out they didnt have a job anymore.
like reading your thing on starbucks the other day, and how shit the company i work for is, corporate compainies do suck. And i work for one lol frown

I guess if you let your self get too dependent on money, thats where it can all go wrong. Just hate only earning enough to cover bills. Im selling stuff on ebay lol

I was going to go see that band tonight but its snowed loads so couldnt drive lol. Plus i dont have the money to update my dieing equipment lol. Im still waiting for things to turn good, hopfully wont be too long smile

And hell yeh for metal bands lol. Thank god for music lol smile Got me through some tough times!! biggrin

Monday Jul 28, 2008

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So i want to be a photographer, dream would be to shoot bands, gigs etc but i love taking pictures of anything so im not sure what to get into, maybe modeling/fashion, like idea of scenery, but i know its really hard to break into and make a career out of, just like everything in life it seems.

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Thursday Jul 24, 2008

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So i havent posted here for like 5 months, im sure knowone missed me. My life right now, no job, no money. Its amazing how little work there is around here, i cant belive how bad it is, turns out the web design course i was doing is a load of crap so that was a waste of time and money and am now left...
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wildautumn:
Hey, things'll work out, just gotta give it enough time. Sounds crap I know. But at least you're not the only one, I have a friend in the same situation, has all this talent, but can't do anything with it 'coz there are no jobs around = no moneys. frown Sucks. You just gotta keep your chin up.
tallica4891:
it does suck frown but hopfully your right and if i stick it out somthing will come up frown

On a plus side, i brought a SLR camera with the money my nan left me when she passed away, and more than anything i want to become a photographer, mainly of bands, gigs, etc but tbh i think the more i can do the better, so theres hope i guess smile

Wednesday Feb 27, 2008

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Havnt posted for ages so thought i would, altho im not sure if anyone reads them lol confused still no job, cant belive the lack of part time jobs around, but web desgin course going well, nealry finished 1st text book biggrin altho that seems like thats all im doing, aint been out much, but i cant go out on my lonesome can i, still wishing my...
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bentley:
You are so sweet!! smile
tallica4891:
smile

Saturday Feb 16, 2008

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Ok, so where i live, theres knowhere to go for me to meet poeple who are into my music intrests(weather it be for freinds or a g.f) does anyone who in UK know anywhere good to go? maybe in london? i dunno, problem is all my mates aint into my kinda music so will be going on my own :-( any ideas?

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