wow, i don't really know what happened to me yesterday...moving on...
i finally felt my prozac kick in today. it was nice. i managed to make it through 12 hours at the community college surrounded by middle aged losers hoping for a second chance at a real job and teenagers too dumb to get into real college without wanting to slit anyone's throat and bathe in the blood. (trust me, that's a major achievement. i am the definition of "not a people person.") and i went out after with my friend squidney and her friend (who's name i will not even attempt to spell lol!) and i had a piece of delicious chocolate cake. i'm sure it will go right to my gut, but after today, i really couldn't even care. i got complimented on my hair by at least 3 different people, none of whom had ever spoken to me before. and i think i might have actually found someone to talk to so my smoke breaks won't be so lonely! i must say, it was a pretty good day. but now that i've eaten, i'm feeling sleepy. so i'll see you all later, i'm off to bed.
oh, and on a slightly gross side-note, the top layer of skin just randomly fell off my burn about 5 minutes ago. i'm sure this would make most people want to vomit, but i happen to find the human body absolutely fascinating, so naturally i'm going to stare at the raw flesh underneath for another 10 minutes before i go to bed.
night sg!
i finally felt my prozac kick in today. it was nice. i managed to make it through 12 hours at the community college surrounded by middle aged losers hoping for a second chance at a real job and teenagers too dumb to get into real college without wanting to slit anyone's throat and bathe in the blood. (trust me, that's a major achievement. i am the definition of "not a people person.") and i went out after with my friend squidney and her friend (who's name i will not even attempt to spell lol!) and i had a piece of delicious chocolate cake. i'm sure it will go right to my gut, but after today, i really couldn't even care. i got complimented on my hair by at least 3 different people, none of whom had ever spoken to me before. and i think i might have actually found someone to talk to so my smoke breaks won't be so lonely! i must say, it was a pretty good day. but now that i've eaten, i'm feeling sleepy. so i'll see you all later, i'm off to bed.

oh, and on a slightly gross side-note, the top layer of skin just randomly fell off my burn about 5 minutes ago. i'm sure this would make most people want to vomit, but i happen to find the human body absolutely fascinating, so naturally i'm going to stare at the raw flesh underneath for another 10 minutes before i go to bed.


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programchaos:
me too. i love fucking anatomy. the human body is a sick machine.
programchaos:
I love the details! the devil's in the details! mmmmprozak