tonight was the big 7 - 4.... it was cool, funny how these holidays just dont hit home like they did when i was getting high and hammered on a daily basis.
earlier today i saw my therapist at the grocery store.... its odd seeing a therapist outside of therapy.... its almost like they can see through you...they know you in and out...
i think it may play a part in their title name..
The-Rapist...
thats basicsally what they do is tear away all youre bullshit in the begining agaiinst youre will, then at some point youfinally conceed and allow them to burrow in youre brain awaiting for it to be over.
i only have to go to this guy for a bit, part of a probation thing i got stuck with...i used to have real bad anger issues when i was active in addiction, but court dosent realize i quit over a year ago and havent even raised my voice in months....
though oddly enough tonight at the beach where the fire works were down the street from my apt.... i got in a fight, first one in almost 2 years... this guy flicked a cigarette in my buddies face by accident...when my freind called him a dick he picked it up and did it again only on purpose on time... funny thing about this guy...is that he must have assumed my much shorter and smaller freind was there alone.... because he certainly didnt seem to expect me comming from the otherside... so it was a good night... i had fun... let out a little agression, left unscarred... dirtied some new shoes but thats about it...
july fourth is a good day... these days im all about independance..
earlier today i saw my therapist at the grocery store.... its odd seeing a therapist outside of therapy.... its almost like they can see through you...they know you in and out...
i think it may play a part in their title name..
The-Rapist...
thats basicsally what they do is tear away all youre bullshit in the begining agaiinst youre will, then at some point youfinally conceed and allow them to burrow in youre brain awaiting for it to be over.
i only have to go to this guy for a bit, part of a probation thing i got stuck with...i used to have real bad anger issues when i was active in addiction, but court dosent realize i quit over a year ago and havent even raised my voice in months....
though oddly enough tonight at the beach where the fire works were down the street from my apt.... i got in a fight, first one in almost 2 years... this guy flicked a cigarette in my buddies face by accident...when my freind called him a dick he picked it up and did it again only on purpose on time... funny thing about this guy...is that he must have assumed my much shorter and smaller freind was there alone.... because he certainly didnt seem to expect me comming from the otherside... so it was a good night... i had fun... let out a little agression, left unscarred... dirtied some new shoes but thats about it...
july fourth is a good day... these days im all about independance..
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I have random quotes (usually musical) constantly streaming through my head.... sometimes they're good, other times they're not (like ABBA even though I was a child of the 70's so ABBA does bring back some fond dancing around my childhood living room memories).
Happy Monday!
~MG