Two jerk-off stories:
1. I was pounding the nail in the other night. I keep hearing a noise behind me. I look. I see nothing. I was sitting in a well-lit room. Curtains were kind of drawn. It's dark out. About 3 am after a long day. The new set by Sawa molesting me. Pants down. Sound. I turn my head. Nothing. Sawa. Oh, God bless you Sawa!!! Fruition. Loud sound. I turn around again. I spy a pervert without a mirror in front of me. Man in my yard, looking through the window. He turns to run. Pants down. Was he fapping it to me fapping, or to Sawa? I did nothing. What could I do? I was pants down. I hope it was Sawa who made him pant-less while peeping in my window. Somehow I don't think it was Sawa. I feel violated. .....While I was violating Sawa in my mind. Explain the karma to me.. Her ass makes me 16 again and repeated again. That in my way, is a huge compliment. I get giddy, and can't control my thoughts. Oh, here's a better way to explain it - she makes me nervous! Her fucking pictures make me nervous!
2. Ever hear of GhettoGaggers? I haven't until recently. One of my favorite pornstars (Top three in order: Michelle Wild, Penny Flame, Kandee Lixxx - All three retired.) Kandee Lixxx came out of retirement and made a movie for GhettoGaggers. I was excited. I saw it. Fuck you! Fuck you ghettogaggers. I hope everybody associated with that company gets sodomized by a knife. Ughhh. You know what.... if anybody reads this and gets curious - let me tell you what they do to her.. Don't fucking watch it. Fuck you if you do. They throat fuck her until she throws up... I am saddened typing this.. Call her a nigger. Spit on her. Make her throw up again. White hateful cum. Hate-cum? Spit. Name call. She is fucking crying. Crying! This shit has to be illegal. We need to make it illegal. I NEVER thought I would want the government to regulate masturbation, but how is this shit possible? I don't know anything about porn stars. I imagine she was promised one thing.... and it lead to one thing.... and it lead to another thing.... and she was compromised. You can say fuck her, she got paid.... She knew what she was getting into... ...No. I think it was a shit company taking advantage of psychology. The Nazi's used to use the same technique to get Jews to talk. Start with something you are comfortable with... Press a new button, press a new button, press a new button, press a new button, kill the girl with the diary in the attic now. Crying porn? What has the human race been reduced to?
3. 3rd jerk-off story. I have an album coming out. People say it sounds like God Speed You Black Emperor. I don't like them. What does that mean?
- If you ever read this Sawa, You are a cult figure. Maybe I should send this to her. Sawa you are a constant source of inspiration. Your photos are incredible. I hate it when Sg doesn't buy your sets. I watched Hard Candy, Zodiac the other weekend.


