i look forward to every weekend so that i don't have class--
but i really never go to class anyways- and it's not like i have
a job-- and every weekend the same bullshit goes on-
nothing new- i think i look towards the weekends because ultimately i'm looking for the days to pass sooner- how does everyone not feel stuck in similar days- i feel like nothing ever changes- and even when this week is over this month this summer- i still know that nothing is going to change - just my schedule- i'll just have more classes when the fall semester comes- maybe i'll get a job- maybe i'll meet more people- but the same bullshit will still go on- i feel like a fucking robot--
this is what is expected of me--
WEEK=> go to class/ maybe work/ study/ have
coffee with adele/ maybe go out one night to drink
WEEKEND=> go out/ get drunk/ spend money/
entertain others with witty conversation/ be
entertained by others clever comments/ have fun
despite everything
i guess you know it's not so bad- looking at it-- right?- but it is monotonous- it's not like i'm being made to kill people in war- or i live on the streets and struggle to survive everyday-- ya know- i have it pretty damn easy-- but is this all there is to life-- class is the main thing now- but then i'll graduate and i'll have a real job like everyone else-- how the hell do you guys not feel like you do the same shit all the time -every fucking day--
go to work/ come home/ eat/ relax/ tv or hobbie/ repeat/ on weekends/ maybe have a drink/ or meet up with friends/ similar situations all the time/ repeat/ repeat/ repeat/ repeat
really-- what is life supposed to be-- who is happy-- and how does this happen-- what are they doing right-- or wrong-- fuck- i just want to know- how to be content with being a fucking robot-
but i really never go to class anyways- and it's not like i have
a job-- and every weekend the same bullshit goes on-
nothing new- i think i look towards the weekends because ultimately i'm looking for the days to pass sooner- how does everyone not feel stuck in similar days- i feel like nothing ever changes- and even when this week is over this month this summer- i still know that nothing is going to change - just my schedule- i'll just have more classes when the fall semester comes- maybe i'll get a job- maybe i'll meet more people- but the same bullshit will still go on- i feel like a fucking robot--
this is what is expected of me--
WEEK=> go to class/ maybe work/ study/ have
coffee with adele/ maybe go out one night to drink
WEEKEND=> go out/ get drunk/ spend money/
entertain others with witty conversation/ be
entertained by others clever comments/ have fun
despite everything
i guess you know it's not so bad- looking at it-- right?- but it is monotonous- it's not like i'm being made to kill people in war- or i live on the streets and struggle to survive everyday-- ya know- i have it pretty damn easy-- but is this all there is to life-- class is the main thing now- but then i'll graduate and i'll have a real job like everyone else-- how the hell do you guys not feel like you do the same shit all the time -every fucking day--
go to work/ come home/ eat/ relax/ tv or hobbie/ repeat/ on weekends/ maybe have a drink/ or meet up with friends/ similar situations all the time/ repeat/ repeat/ repeat/ repeat
really-- what is life supposed to be-- who is happy-- and how does this happen-- what are they doing right-- or wrong-- fuck- i just want to know- how to be content with being a fucking robot-
no but really, it's hard not to fall into a boring routine, i know i do and it never really changes for anyone, but i guess it is what you make it. as along as you know what makes you happy stick with that, and just put up with the rest of it as best you can.