taiwan

yea so--
today is awkward--
went and studied with my main girl-
dirtydreidel-- at a local coffee shop--
and then we went to this small local sex shop
we've seen - and it was totally wierd and awkward-
it's was just wierd and hard to explain--

but anyways i'm just kinda anxious--
i want to do something-- but just something
chill-- i'm not in the mood to get crazy--

didn't get drunk last night-- today is slow--
the roomies want to clean the house-
i don't want to- i'm dirty - and i want to take a
shower-- i'm still sorta sick-- but i
want to do something- i want it to be sunny-
i want to go lay in some grass- or go to
an old antique store- or a junk shop-- or
do something artistic and crafty- but
then again i dunno-- i have a painting i need to
finish but i don't know how creative i can be
right now--