FROM MY MYSPACE:
Saturday, September 27, 2008
just a day. another day.
Current mood: nostalgic
first of all, i'd like to start out with the fact that there's 14 days til piratefest! for those of you who don't know, octover 11th and 12th on fort myers beach. beee there!!!!
second, i'd like to say i'm doing better. i had my crying. there will be more. i'll have moments. but i'd like to thank the friends who were there for me, but most of all i love you who were there for the families, those people who were closer to them than i ever could be.
today we had a cookout in honor of Adam. so many people showed up for the wake yesterday, and for the cookout today. i realized how loved i am, and how close i got to people i was just meeting for the first time, under such terrible circumstances. but there was laughing. there was crying. and i look at my circle of friends that i am able to speak with and end up spending time with because they're just there. i appreciate those people. i appreciate the people that i don't spend time with, of course, but this isn't what i was getting at. for some reason, today set me with such nostalgia.
just for kicks... i wanted to let these people know i was thinking of them sometime during this week: Anne. Nicole. Devin.
there have been others, but these three have been on my mind lately. i think i'm gonna start doing shout-outs every journal, of who i've been thinking of. i want these people to feel good, and know that no matter what, i still think about them even if we're not communicating. <3 if you know me, you know what i mean.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
just a day. another day.
Current mood: nostalgic
first of all, i'd like to start out with the fact that there's 14 days til piratefest! for those of you who don't know, octover 11th and 12th on fort myers beach. beee there!!!!
second, i'd like to say i'm doing better. i had my crying. there will be more. i'll have moments. but i'd like to thank the friends who were there for me, but most of all i love you who were there for the families, those people who were closer to them than i ever could be.
today we had a cookout in honor of Adam. so many people showed up for the wake yesterday, and for the cookout today. i realized how loved i am, and how close i got to people i was just meeting for the first time, under such terrible circumstances. but there was laughing. there was crying. and i look at my circle of friends that i am able to speak with and end up spending time with because they're just there. i appreciate those people. i appreciate the people that i don't spend time with, of course, but this isn't what i was getting at. for some reason, today set me with such nostalgia.
just for kicks... i wanted to let these people know i was thinking of them sometime during this week: Anne. Nicole. Devin.
there have been others, but these three have been on my mind lately. i think i'm gonna start doing shout-outs every journal, of who i've been thinking of. i want these people to feel good, and know that no matter what, i still think about them even if we're not communicating. <3 if you know me, you know what i mean.