taelyn

i regret to say that this entry isn't a happy one. i attended a funeral today. Ashley Holloway. she was a friend of mine, whom i've known since elementary school. she passed away in her sleep, leaving behind a her one-year-old daughter, Aubrey Jade Holloway, and her soulmate Chris. this is the second friend, my age, who has died. in the past year, Ashley Bieda passed away at a party. none of it is supposed to happen like this. i can't stress enough how STUPID people are that go through a loss like this and still keep up the "partying" lifestyle full of drinking and drugging themselves up. i'm not sure of the details about Ashley Holloway's passing, but i know what happened to Ashley Bieda.

people... stop doing moronic stuff, thinking it'll never happen to you. cuz guess what: i never thought it'd happen to people i have known since i was small, and have been very close to at least one point in our lives.

basically what i'm trying to say is... alcohol and drugs isn't living. how can you go through life thinking that being "out of it" and "high" or "tripping" is living? your train of thought is going the wrong damn route. how is it living if you're so fucked up that you have no idea what's going on in the world around you?

i am not going to apologize for any harsh tone i have in this post, nor am i apologetic for my abrasive language. just GROW UP.



"how many times have we been down this road / waiting for someone to lighten our load? / just break me down / let me touch ground / are you listening anymore / what are you waiting for? /

here i am feeling alone / trapped within a world of stone / and there's just confusion / life is no illusion / here we are with what we have / traveling along our path"