I wrote this email to an old friend this morning.....I have no idea why I am posting it, for some reason I thought it was appropriate.
Well here we go.........it's 7:00 am and I just got off work, and this week has been....well I am not sure what kind of week it has been, but here is how it has played out. Its gonna cost me $600 to fix my car....I lost all my cell phone numbers (not sure if you got that email, but I sent one out) and I have to sleep through most of my Friday even though its one of my days off. But that is not all....so I will dive right in.
I have no idea why you wont call or write. At first I was starting to get worried, but after seeing you on the highway the other day at least I have some piece of mind. I dont know if its just not a good time or if you just decided to not have any contact with me anymore. I know you have work and personal issues you are dealing with, but trust me when I tell you we all do. And I dont mean to sound selfish or mean, but if you tell me you have been too busy, then that will be unacceptable. I won't be able to believe that you cant find a few minutes in the last 3 weeks to call or email to tell me that you can't or don't want to talk to me. It would be better to know you don't want to talk than to wonder what is going on. It's unfortunate to me (and kind of ironic) that I live closer to you now than I ever have in the course of my life, yet I feel like we are farther apart than ever. Especially since it has been almost 2 years since we first met after 9 years of separation. I don't believe that everything happens for a reason, but I am sure seeing you again did. I have no explanation for some or all of the events that transpired between us since then, but I am sure you do (because you are wicked smart and you can read me like a book). I know that there are times when we don't understand each other, but I know we have some common ground. Yet, lately it seems we don't even share that anymore. There are things I want to share with you someday (I say someday because now is definitely not the right time with what you are already dealing with) but I feel that I probably won't get that chance. It feels like everyday we are slipping farther apart. I think of you often and hope to hear something from you. I hope you are well in mind and spirit, and I hope you are able to find some resolution to difficult times you may be going through in your personal life. This is the last email I will send to you. If I get no response then I will consider this chapter closed.
TW
"Use your time wisely, in the end the world takes it all back"
Well here we go.........it's 7:00 am and I just got off work, and this week has been....well I am not sure what kind of week it has been, but here is how it has played out. Its gonna cost me $600 to fix my car....I lost all my cell phone numbers (not sure if you got that email, but I sent one out) and I have to sleep through most of my Friday even though its one of my days off. But that is not all....so I will dive right in.
I have no idea why you wont call or write. At first I was starting to get worried, but after seeing you on the highway the other day at least I have some piece of mind. I dont know if its just not a good time or if you just decided to not have any contact with me anymore. I know you have work and personal issues you are dealing with, but trust me when I tell you we all do. And I dont mean to sound selfish or mean, but if you tell me you have been too busy, then that will be unacceptable. I won't be able to believe that you cant find a few minutes in the last 3 weeks to call or email to tell me that you can't or don't want to talk to me. It would be better to know you don't want to talk than to wonder what is going on. It's unfortunate to me (and kind of ironic) that I live closer to you now than I ever have in the course of my life, yet I feel like we are farther apart than ever. Especially since it has been almost 2 years since we first met after 9 years of separation. I don't believe that everything happens for a reason, but I am sure seeing you again did. I have no explanation for some or all of the events that transpired between us since then, but I am sure you do (because you are wicked smart and you can read me like a book). I know that there are times when we don't understand each other, but I know we have some common ground. Yet, lately it seems we don't even share that anymore. There are things I want to share with you someday (I say someday because now is definitely not the right time with what you are already dealing with) but I feel that I probably won't get that chance. It feels like everyday we are slipping farther apart. I think of you often and hope to hear something from you. I hope you are well in mind and spirit, and I hope you are able to find some resolution to difficult times you may be going through in your personal life. This is the last email I will send to you. If I get no response then I will consider this chapter closed.
TW
"Use your time wisely, in the end the world takes it all back"
i go to austin because a guy im seeing lives there.
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