i dunno if its partly the fact that its winter (which always fucks with me) or what, but for the last few months, theres been this part of me inside me that wants to change my current situation. im aware im the only person who can do this. problem is, all of the scenarios i can think of to facilitate this seem completely unappealing. and at the same time a part of me is just...comfortable. another part of me feels like any attempts would be completely fucking pointless anyway, and i, ever the pragmatist continue to take the path of least resistance. i dunno.
yeah i know its vague. its all part of that, "i dont talk to people about whats going on in my head," thing. its a lot easier to stick with smart ass remarks and random observations.
yeah i know its vague. its all part of that, "i dont talk to people about whats going on in my head," thing. its a lot easier to stick with smart ass remarks and random observations.
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Do you have a cat? I think i've transfered all my depression onto his sorry ass....or I've just given up on caring and have settled into a comfortable place of books, cats and "who gives a fuck".......SCARY!