Holy crap.
So I am trying to quit with the smoking again.
Why????
Because it suck.
and gas is getting expensive and I don't make enough to pay for both
Dammit.
Then there are all of the people I know who have some sort of medical problem due to their smoking.
Also, I would like to be a better role model for my (undecided) children than my own father was.
On the bright side when I am around people it doesn't seem to bother me that I am not smoking.
But when I am sitting here alone in my room I have a craving like every ten minutes.
And there is this shaking. I know I have always had a bit of a twitch going on, but it is getting to be pretty severe. I'm not sure if it is because of the medication I am on or if it is something else, because I was starting to shake more just before I quit. Who knows. I keep saying I am going to see a doctor about it, but I don't want to face the possibility that something may be seriously wrong with my nerves or something.
Another good thing. I have organized just about everything I have come across in the last two days. I think that was just to keep myself busy. Even at work it got a little out of hand. Maybe I'm like that alcoholic guy that quits drinking and becomes a workoholic instead. I sure hope not. I like being lazy from time to time.
Anyway that is my little rant about my life. Oh and if anyone knows why I would be having dreams about Christina Ricci and some random guy making their own heads explode... then fixing themselves just to do it again like 20 more times, let me know.
taCo
So I am trying to quit with the smoking again.
Why????
Because it suck.
and gas is getting expensive and I don't make enough to pay for both
Dammit.
Then there are all of the people I know who have some sort of medical problem due to their smoking.
Also, I would like to be a better role model for my (undecided) children than my own father was.
On the bright side when I am around people it doesn't seem to bother me that I am not smoking.
But when I am sitting here alone in my room I have a craving like every ten minutes.
And there is this shaking. I know I have always had a bit of a twitch going on, but it is getting to be pretty severe. I'm not sure if it is because of the medication I am on or if it is something else, because I was starting to shake more just before I quit. Who knows. I keep saying I am going to see a doctor about it, but I don't want to face the possibility that something may be seriously wrong with my nerves or something.
Another good thing. I have organized just about everything I have come across in the last two days. I think that was just to keep myself busy. Even at work it got a little out of hand. Maybe I'm like that alcoholic guy that quits drinking and becomes a workoholic instead. I sure hope not. I like being lazy from time to time.
Anyway that is my little rant about my life. Oh and if anyone knows why I would be having dreams about Christina Ricci and some random guy making their own heads explode... then fixing themselves just to do it again like 20 more times, let me know.
taCo
hangfire:
Good luck on the stop smoking thing. I have tried that and lost. As for thenerves thing they are shot. I went to the doc about mine and he told me mine are shot. But you get used to it. It starts off bad and gets better.