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Live is as good as its going to get right now. Im extremely bored at the moment, so I thought Id post to myself, and my 1 or 2 friends on here who read this lol updates, or not so much updates on my life right now since i havent done anything really on here in probably a good 3 months.
Sooooooo...#1 in my life right now, Amanda/Tabby, whoever I am, I have met the love of my life. Yep, Im sure people say this a lot whenever they start dating someone..but, Ive only said this one other time in my life..and it was with my first boyfriend ever..and I thought thats just what you said..and even as I said it..I still doubted it in the back of my head..since really, who and what did I have to compare that with if he was the only guy I had ever loved or been with in any way? right? well whatever..Ive been dating this kid for over 3 months now..and I have seriously never been happier..Ive never laughed as much, smiled enough, longed to see someone as much..as I have with him. I finally have someone who says everything I want to hear, and says it in a sincere, nongeneric way..someone whos compliments and insults(jokingly) all melt my heart..someone who makes my heart race and who I just cant keep my hands off of. Someone who mentions marriage and for once, I can actually see myself enjoying a life with him forever, in any circumstance, any location, any anything, because I can be myself so much around him without fear of anything. ahhhhhhhhh, its such an amazing feeling..Ive always told myself I wouldnt settle..and yet I have, in one way or another..but finally, so far, I have yet to feel like Im settling for anything less than amazing in my relationship with this man. He is truly my other half or whatever clique things people say about love..he is everything to me, and I have so much I want to do with him...can I just tell you, love has never felt this way for me, and I just cant get enough of it!!
next..school..I reapplied to Quinnipiac last month..I was really planning on going this year..but I applied so freaking late this summer..about 2 months AFTER the deadline and things just werent falling into place..so hopefully within the next few months Ill get an acceptance letter and I can start planning on my future career...after this semester I should only have 3 and a half years of school left..then Ill be DONE FOREVER!!hopefully..ending with a associates in liberal arts and science(Which i have now
) and a bachelors in Diagnostic imagery, specialized in Mammography...thats right..I want to squeeze womans boobies all day. but yea...Im already on my 4th year of college..and obviously havent accomplished much lol I started off majoring in nutrition and dietetics at the University of New Haven..but after a year and a half there..I knew that wasnt for me..and now Im going to have wasted 2 and half years at Three Rivers Community college doing a bunch of NOTHING!seriously..I drop out of a tleast one class a semester and I put little to no effort into it..I do pretty much enough to get my by..but..once I start Quinnipiac I plan to change that..I mean..I should have changed that a long time ago..but whatever..different strokes..right? whatever
work? Can we say...McDonalds??hahah..yep...Im back to my old highschool job..but seriously its the only place I can get the hours I want..not having hours cut..and well, its an easy job..I was hoping it would help me focus more on school..but even though its easy...dealing with grumpy, hungy people from 7am to 3:30pm everyday gets tiring and I usually find myself napping after work instead of studying or doing homework..opps
oooo and I got a new tattoo! yep, I got a peacock feather on my right foot..its pretty damn cute, Ill try to get up pics eventually..its not like a real life looking one, more of a drawing..but its awesome..I have so many more planned, too bad xmas is coming up and ill be spending all my extra money on presents!oh well, I love the holidays!and of course, my 22nd bday is Dec 20th so thats exciting too!especially since this year pretty much ALL of my friends will be 21, instead of just 1, so we can have a REAL celebration! I actually just went out last night and celebrated one of my best friends 21st bday but going to Moghean sun and doubledown..oo and margartias for dinner..she was so wasted and flirty, it was awesome, we even got her to ride the mechanical bull. yep....other than school..my life seems on track..although......school is such a huge part of my life being on "track" i really dont know how I can say that lol..but as long as I dont think about it too much and I just pretend it dosent exsist, I can truly say my life is great!
Oo and next week Im getting my hair doneeeeeeeeeeee.....Ill have to post pics of that too..if it comes out good
but yea.....lets see...oooo and...I got a webkinz! anyone ever hear of those?lol haha they are like really popular with elementary school kids loll..one of my best friends is addicted..and I ended up getting one for my sister for her bday(shes 25 but a kid at heart lol) and she loved it so much I ended up following and getting one myself...it really is addicting, I love it though, its entertaining when Im really bored..although I havent been able to get on much at all because my computer has been sucking seriouslyyyyyyyy! oh well..
well thats enough of an upate for me..goodnight!
Live is as good as its going to get right now. Im extremely bored at the moment, so I thought Id post to myself, and my 1 or 2 friends on here who read this lol updates, or not so much updates on my life right now since i havent done anything really on here in probably a good 3 months.
Sooooooo...#1 in my life right now, Amanda/Tabby, whoever I am, I have met the love of my life. Yep, Im sure people say this a lot whenever they start dating someone..but, Ive only said this one other time in my life..and it was with my first boyfriend ever..and I thought thats just what you said..and even as I said it..I still doubted it in the back of my head..since really, who and what did I have to compare that with if he was the only guy I had ever loved or been with in any way? right? well whatever..Ive been dating this kid for over 3 months now..and I have seriously never been happier..Ive never laughed as much, smiled enough, longed to see someone as much..as I have with him. I finally have someone who says everything I want to hear, and says it in a sincere, nongeneric way..someone whos compliments and insults(jokingly) all melt my heart..someone who makes my heart race and who I just cant keep my hands off of. Someone who mentions marriage and for once, I can actually see myself enjoying a life with him forever, in any circumstance, any location, any anything, because I can be myself so much around him without fear of anything. ahhhhhhhhh, its such an amazing feeling..Ive always told myself I wouldnt settle..and yet I have, in one way or another..but finally, so far, I have yet to feel like Im settling for anything less than amazing in my relationship with this man. He is truly my other half or whatever clique things people say about love..he is everything to me, and I have so much I want to do with him...can I just tell you, love has never felt this way for me, and I just cant get enough of it!!
next..school..I reapplied to Quinnipiac last month..I was really planning on going this year..but I applied so freaking late this summer..about 2 months AFTER the deadline and things just werent falling into place..so hopefully within the next few months Ill get an acceptance letter and I can start planning on my future career...after this semester I should only have 3 and a half years of school left..then Ill be DONE FOREVER!!hopefully..ending with a associates in liberal arts and science(Which i have now
) and a bachelors in Diagnostic imagery, specialized in Mammography...thats right..I want to squeeze womans boobies all day. but yea...Im already on my 4th year of college..and obviously havent accomplished much lol I started off majoring in nutrition and dietetics at the University of New Haven..but after a year and a half there..I knew that wasnt for me..and now Im going to have wasted 2 and half years at Three Rivers Community college doing a bunch of NOTHING!seriously..I drop out of a tleast one class a semester and I put little to no effort into it..I do pretty much enough to get my by..but..once I start Quinnipiac I plan to change that..I mean..I should have changed that a long time ago..but whatever..different strokes..right? whatever
work? Can we say...McDonalds??hahah..yep...Im back to my old highschool job..but seriously its the only place I can get the hours I want..not having hours cut..and well, its an easy job..I was hoping it would help me focus more on school..but even though its easy...dealing with grumpy, hungy people from 7am to 3:30pm everyday gets tiring and I usually find myself napping after work instead of studying or doing homework..opps
oooo and I got a new tattoo! yep, I got a peacock feather on my right foot..its pretty damn cute, Ill try to get up pics eventually..its not like a real life looking one, more of a drawing..but its awesome..I have so many more planned, too bad xmas is coming up and ill be spending all my extra money on presents!oh well, I love the holidays!and of course, my 22nd bday is Dec 20th so thats exciting too!especially since this year pretty much ALL of my friends will be 21, instead of just 1, so we can have a REAL celebration! I actually just went out last night and celebrated one of my best friends 21st bday but going to Moghean sun and doubledown..oo and margartias for dinner..she was so wasted and flirty, it was awesome, we even got her to ride the mechanical bull. yep....other than school..my life seems on track..although......school is such a huge part of my life being on "track" i really dont know how I can say that lol..but as long as I dont think about it too much and I just pretend it dosent exsist, I can truly say my life is great!
Oo and next week Im getting my hair doneeeeeeeeeeee.....Ill have to post pics of that too..if it comes out good
but yea.....lets see...oooo and...I got a webkinz! anyone ever hear of those?lol haha they are like really popular with elementary school kids loll..one of my best friends is addicted..and I ended up getting one for my sister for her bday(shes 25 but a kid at heart lol) and she loved it so much I ended up following and getting one myself...it really is addicting, I love it though, its entertaining when Im really bored..although I havent been able to get on much at all because my computer has been sucking seriouslyyyyyyyy! oh well..
well thats enough of an upate for me..goodnight!