WHEN "THE END" IS TRULY FINALIZED...
...i started off this saturday with some what of a big stash of a selection of beers in my ice-box...it was my 1st purchase of a six pack of Schlitz since my last serious relationship back in december finally ended...still had two tall-boy cans of cheap Keystone left in my fridge...was finally able to find my latest love in life locally with Budweiser's "Clamato" blend...haven't been able to find that shit around this cow-barf of a city since i first discovered it up north, seventy miles ago...and it is like the cocaine of beers if you have a sweet-tooth for tomato juice and getting up wild out of bed with an erection the size of Texas...
...and so, this little celebration of a strange mix of beers goes without saying: i am finally free again...
...whether or not that is a good thing depends on the person...
...BUT, i finally sent out a requiem of final messages to the ex last week via e-mail to offer her the last of her remains that are taking up too much space here before i throw the shit out...her last response ended with the words "YOU FUCK-WAD"...and really, i was a little upset at first until I realized she got the date wrong, she told me she'd pick up the rest of her crap on the following Monday, while she came here on a Sunday when i was gone and out of town...
...and, really, her last note to me, ending with the words "YOU FUCK WAD" was all i ever needed to begin my life over again...
...to let me know that end was finally "finalized" in her own words and terms was the best thing that happened to me this weekend...
...i saw cute girls walking next to me with their dogs, waving "hello"...
...when i reduced myself for simply speaking my mind, i was suddenly recognized for being myself at the work-place...
...i am suddenly listening to Ween and Sonic Youth under my head-phones like there was no yesterday...
...AND REALLY...why throw it all away?
...i started off this saturday with some what of a big stash of a selection of beers in my ice-box...it was my 1st purchase of a six pack of Schlitz since my last serious relationship back in december finally ended...still had two tall-boy cans of cheap Keystone left in my fridge...was finally able to find my latest love in life locally with Budweiser's "Clamato" blend...haven't been able to find that shit around this cow-barf of a city since i first discovered it up north, seventy miles ago...and it is like the cocaine of beers if you have a sweet-tooth for tomato juice and getting up wild out of bed with an erection the size of Texas...
...and so, this little celebration of a strange mix of beers goes without saying: i am finally free again...
...whether or not that is a good thing depends on the person...
...BUT, i finally sent out a requiem of final messages to the ex last week via e-mail to offer her the last of her remains that are taking up too much space here before i throw the shit out...her last response ended with the words "YOU FUCK-WAD"...and really, i was a little upset at first until I realized she got the date wrong, she told me she'd pick up the rest of her crap on the following Monday, while she came here on a Sunday when i was gone and out of town...
...and, really, her last note to me, ending with the words "YOU FUCK WAD" was all i ever needed to begin my life over again...
...to let me know that end was finally "finalized" in her own words and terms was the best thing that happened to me this weekend...
...i saw cute girls walking next to me with their dogs, waving "hello"...
...when i reduced myself for simply speaking my mind, i was suddenly recognized for being myself at the work-place...
...i am suddenly listening to Ween and Sonic Youth under my head-phones like there was no yesterday...
...AND REALLY...why throw it all away?