PUKE PILE...
...feeling an imbalance of thoughts today...beginning to get my father's silent treatment after all these years...ha! what made me so strange after all these years made me a hard-headed figure...feel like i could be a better socialite if i were unable see through everyone's motives. Blessed or cursed?!?
...and when you finally find it...
...nothing can take the place of those fake smiles of hung wires...
...you could live in any city, possibly...
...when you get the ugly, you are willing to get the beauty of how it feels to be shot down dead completely...
...no longer accompanied by the slice of the usage of slander/slang...you will be shot down for who you truly are, and not who you were trying to be...
...this thought alone makes me feel in-tune with myself already...
...i was blessed to be born another person's target.
...feeling an imbalance of thoughts today...beginning to get my father's silent treatment after all these years...ha! what made me so strange after all these years made me a hard-headed figure...feel like i could be a better socialite if i were unable see through everyone's motives. Blessed or cursed?!?
...and when you finally find it...
...nothing can take the place of those fake smiles of hung wires...
...you could live in any city, possibly...
...when you get the ugly, you are willing to get the beauty of how it feels to be shot down dead completely...
...no longer accompanied by the slice of the usage of slander/slang...you will be shot down for who you truly are, and not who you were trying to be...
...this thought alone makes me feel in-tune with myself already...
...i was blessed to be born another person's target.