POSTING ANOTHER DRAFT TO THE COPY...
...seems historical sometimes when you've finally realized that you can no longer allow your heart to love anymore...your brain has somehow stopped it from becoming a fundamental "value of truth"...while you see "it" on the streets holding hands together...you see "it" in the old women walking their dogs or/their dogs walking them as they stop for a piss or two (which one?!?)...
...it also seems a bit like suicide...because the moment that you realize that true love does not exist...nothing really has a point any more...the black clouds overturn the blue...all those lovely flowers become a decoration to cover up a tombstone of another heart that shit a brick to the beat...
...and i sort of like stepping into this point of my life...strawberry fields...nothing is real...
...feels better imagining colors and meditating over the kaleidoscopes in my head at night...
...and maybe i'm just better off keeping my family's diatribe at that: I did not breed because my genes were too smart to give into the mindless "rat-race" these days...
MOST OF ALL:
THANK YOU SPERM FOR DROWNING !
...seems historical sometimes when you've finally realized that you can no longer allow your heart to love anymore...your brain has somehow stopped it from becoming a fundamental "value of truth"...while you see "it" on the streets holding hands together...you see "it" in the old women walking their dogs or/their dogs walking them as they stop for a piss or two (which one?!?)...
...it also seems a bit like suicide...because the moment that you realize that true love does not exist...nothing really has a point any more...the black clouds overturn the blue...all those lovely flowers become a decoration to cover up a tombstone of another heart that shit a brick to the beat...
...and i sort of like stepping into this point of my life...strawberry fields...nothing is real...
...feels better imagining colors and meditating over the kaleidoscopes in my head at night...
...and maybe i'm just better off keeping my family's diatribe at that: I did not breed because my genes were too smart to give into the mindless "rat-race" these days...
MOST OF ALL:
THANK YOU SPERM FOR DROWNING !
tayler:
I pretty much said the last part to my folks last year, I also pointed out I need a man to breed. They didn't laugh
tab00:
Heh! Yeah...my mother keeps going through the trouble of trying to hook me up with the first single girl that she meets in my hometown. Just what I need: a plump little German girl to wave a bible in my face! Desperate for grand-brats? Luckily I live some 70 miles away from my folks.