MY SPACE, MUSIC JUNK, AND MORE DRINKS...
...THE TUNES CHANGE SPORADICALLY THIS WEEK...as i am frightened to wear-out Portishead's "Third" becuz it was in my disc player for almost two months straight...so, the other night i had a strange urge to switch the disc to Tricky's "Pre-Millennium Tension" which is a really hot disc by the way...can't believe i allowed this disc to sit in the dust for so long...it all sounds so fresh towards some of that junk-poo that is on the airwaves now...the lyrics all seem so shameless, which also tends to fit my mood as of lately because its all part of the writing...
...SO...been finding my "myspace" page a more and more difficult place to exercise my writing anymore...hate the sense of self-censorship because i don't want to offend any of my friends...so, these days i post a lot of slop out there becuz most of that inspirational crap that the peoples have to say sort of bores me. Everyone wants to sound like they have some great heroic thing to say...like they saved a life or they are getting married or are spitting out another baby and i just tend to hate that type of stuff becuz i did a lot of great deeds myself these past few months, but there's no need in bragging about it...i don't need other peoples "honor" or a big pat on the back...my good deeds aren't done for some big audience to see if i give the "big" offer of charity...it's to help the other person out...not me...
...as I'm sort of getting bored of all those regulations, what's funny is a lot of them aren't being done by the government. Some of those people out there make up their own regulations. And if I tend to piss them off with what i have to say, i just have to sort of laugh because it's not worth being all boring and emotional about...i have lots of "inspirational" thoughts, but most of them are perverted.
...THE TUNES CHANGE SPORADICALLY THIS WEEK...as i am frightened to wear-out Portishead's "Third" becuz it was in my disc player for almost two months straight...so, the other night i had a strange urge to switch the disc to Tricky's "Pre-Millennium Tension" which is a really hot disc by the way...can't believe i allowed this disc to sit in the dust for so long...it all sounds so fresh towards some of that junk-poo that is on the airwaves now...the lyrics all seem so shameless, which also tends to fit my mood as of lately because its all part of the writing...
...SO...been finding my "myspace" page a more and more difficult place to exercise my writing anymore...hate the sense of self-censorship because i don't want to offend any of my friends...so, these days i post a lot of slop out there becuz most of that inspirational crap that the peoples have to say sort of bores me. Everyone wants to sound like they have some great heroic thing to say...like they saved a life or they are getting married or are spitting out another baby and i just tend to hate that type of stuff becuz i did a lot of great deeds myself these past few months, but there's no need in bragging about it...i don't need other peoples "honor" or a big pat on the back...my good deeds aren't done for some big audience to see if i give the "big" offer of charity...it's to help the other person out...not me...
...as I'm sort of getting bored of all those regulations, what's funny is a lot of them aren't being done by the government. Some of those people out there make up their own regulations. And if I tend to piss them off with what i have to say, i just have to sort of laugh because it's not worth being all boring and emotional about...i have lots of "inspirational" thoughts, but most of them are perverted.
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and...I've always thought as all of my inspirational thoughts as perverted in some way or another, sexual in nature or not...... if that helps.