ta2dmom

Oh Survivor is over for another few months and I'm alright with the outcome. I'm pretty happy to see Dani win. And now, we get back to REAL reality. Like my life instead of a reality show lol.
Alright, nobody has called about looking at the house yet so I'm thinking it might just have something to do with the fact that they didn't list it in the MLS until yesterday but hey, it's still for sale and it'll go fast. I'm not done with the paint in the kitchen yet anyway so I don't want anyone to come and see it yet anyway. Soon enough. They finally started construction on the house! YAY. Well, the prepped for the foundation anyway lol.
Onto something totally different. I'm so not in the spirit of the holiday's yet. I haven't even done any shopping and my daughter will be turning 10 on the 21st and I'm not even sure what the hell to do about her party. I get so depressed around this time of the year even though I honestly know I have so much to be thankful for and happy about. I don't know what it is about the holidays that just bring me down.
I still haven't even gotten out the decorations and the kids really want me to do that. I'll get them out tomorrow anyway and they can do it while I'm at work. As long as they leave some of the decorations for me to watch them put up. I have to make a list and see if any of them are still in the stores. UGH It's just this time of year and maybe I need more Zoloft (although what can they do to up it when I'm taking the highest dose?) Oh who knows. Maybe if I get out the tree, it'll help. Maybe if I get the shopping started it'll help. Well, I'm grasping at straws. Oh I know, I'll get out my Elvis Christmas CD. Elvis always helps. I think part of it is the fact that the kids want so much and we've put everything into the new hosue and have very little left over right now. I wish Christmas was in March or something. But just this year. Cheers all. I'll be happier next time I update. (just don't expect it for awhile I'm very busy lol)