t7

Today I realized why I don't do any super deep cleaning of my place. I've been sick and just laying around for the past few days and decided I should start cleaning up while I had nothing else better to do. Not the greatest idea now that I come to thinn about it. I came across so many old pictures, plane and concert tickets. So many happy memories captured in a still moment of happiness. It's always hard to look back and see how happy you were with someone else only to find yourself alone staring at a picture wishing you could relive the moment. I hate days like these. It can get pretty lonely taking care of yourself when you are sick and moping around the house. I suppose any glimpse of companionship would seem great at this moment.. I hate dwelling on the past, but it's days like these that I can't help myself.