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holy hell im sick as fuck....


i think im going to die...

well, i guess so long to cig.'s for now.

heh, for now

been entranced with call of duty for PC
hella sweet game btw.
im on like 5 different medications....*sigh...fuck being sick...

~current music ~
AFI- of greetings and goodbyes

today was interesting....

over all it was ok, up until about 8:00
found some things out...
jason's going away for good. one of my few friends left in Virginia Beach....
amongst other shitty things that i found out today....

started out good ended shitty...heh what else is new?




~current music~ Owen- Most Days And

so its 2:00 on monday, having no sleep im pretty tired...

this weekend was oddly sober...

but its all good. i was playing the hell out of Max Payne 2....dear god if you dont have the game go buy it now...its worth every penny...

so i still dont know whats going on in my life....bah. if your actually reading this, thanks i really dont expect...
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sooo here i am again at 6:45 am.
sitting at the computer wondering if my life will ever have any constants....
i know one thing that will be, and thats the inconsistancy of my life.

i made some new friends which i am so excited about, so far this sg thing has been so much fun....

ive wasted countless hours on Max Payne 2 and...
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so, why do girls suck? no one will ever know... but they always have a reason to be pissed at you, and you can NEVER win any talks of reason with them...

there are a few exceptions...but theyre hard to come by youll be lucky if you meet 2 in your life......

god damn....

~current music~
H.I.M-Pretending.

so, yea wow. talk about the coolest feeling of a lifetime....hey i wonder how many of you guys have a suicide girl as your friend


all i can say is that shit made my year

sythephotoguy1@hotmail.com

sup,
just chillin at brandons house with my favorite people
man...today was wierd....but its ending up to be really good.
kellys in richmond partyin it up with tony, fa rizzle...
...ok well back to chillin heh. oh and my new friend Valo is like the coolest Mutha fucka on SG. say whats up. lates

grrr, tonight sucks.....i guess i should be getting drunk right now...but im not. im gunna go play some cs....fuck GIRLS I HATE THEM ALL, minus the SG ones. but i dont know them so i cant say that ------BLAH

~current music~

H.I.M- One Last Time

wow, last night kinda sucked...i got like noo sleep....arg i dunno who im writing this for its not like anyone will read it. heh oh well... i guess ill try to keep awake instead of sleeping till like 5.

hmm, so i guess this is my first entry...and i have to say this to start, the WHOLE reason i joined is because of Erin, i seriously think she is the most beautiful girl ive ever seen....in so many way's....its kinda funny, i kinda wonder if she will ever find out...heh..doubt it. im not even important enough anyway BUT i guess thats it, i need...
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