Yesterday (well, sunday I mean) was a really bad day for me. We had a store meeting and I had to wake up at 5am for a1.2 hour walk to work. I was so tired when I got back home that night I went straight to bed. And it's just, sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore, whether somebody makes me angry or it's just about a stupid one hour walk, I feel like exploding.
I dont do anything that truly satisfies me anymore, not even sex. I mean, dont get me wrong, sex is good but lately I'll just settle for a cuddle.
I cant stop smoking, I tried to quit but it's just one of the few things that get me through the day and I'm not ready to let go of it. I dont care of my boyfriend says I stink or that I dont look cute, I dont care of I look cute or not.
I think he'll finally help me through my photoset. Maybe I'm just another stupid aspirer for a sg, but I really hope I nail it.
Wouldnt you like to see me naked?
I dont do anything that truly satisfies me anymore, not even sex. I mean, dont get me wrong, sex is good but lately I'll just settle for a cuddle.
I cant stop smoking, I tried to quit but it's just one of the few things that get me through the day and I'm not ready to let go of it. I dont care of my boyfriend says I stink or that I dont look cute, I dont care of I look cute or not.
I think he'll finally help me through my photoset. Maybe I'm just another stupid aspirer for a sg, but I really hope I nail it.
Wouldnt you like to see me naked?

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poisonapple:
well nothing new i got rejected i just need to find an actual photographer..lol also did you check the sg hopefuls group they have alot of good stuff! here's to the sec time around!
poisonapple:
just droppin a hullo now that I am in a better mood! Hope things are going better for you!!! If not..smile damn it!!! it looks so much better...tho your pics are good too! laters! *too much caffine!
