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Yes. I have, actually... in a few ways.
One, I wrote about on the boards, I think in the Girls section, and once in the Lifestyles section under some Punk Rock Love topic, I liked this guy, and I travelled really far to go see him, I thought for sure he liked me from how we had interacted... but when I got to where he was (he was in a band and was playing a concert)... he wouldn't much talk to me. I got annoyed and finally just said fuck it, I'm going to be forthright with this guy. So I grabbed him by the arm, and we were walking and he said I had "creepy eyes" and he brushed me off very hard, after telling me he'd love to fuck me. Then he emailed me and said I was just generally creepy... I think what he was saying was that I was very FORWARD and it freaked him out to High Heaven, you know? It felt terrible. I'd always been told I'd had this really sexy stare and all this, and here this guy I'd built up in my mind went off and said it was CREEPY (his word, ironically).

Also, I have freaked a few girls out by coming on to them after some mixed signals. Whoops. And one of them basically starting shouting I was a big lesbian (which of course, I'm not, I like boys and girls, and boy-girls, haha, I like PEOPLE, you know?)... and that just made me feel embaressed.

It's embaressing, I think, when you inadvertently freak someone out. Especially when you think you are being charming or dear or something, and they think you are just plain ooogly. So yeah, been there. Urgh.

Don't worry about it too much. Shit happens to the best of us. Consider yourself one of the best. You seem super sweet to me. I noticed you changed your "into" to things that seem to creep others out... I feel like that in general... people think my fantasies are cute and stuff, until their in bed with me, haha, and then they either cum in like 3.5 seconds flat or wind up running off in fear. Soooo, I don't talk tooooo much about my sex life... I allude to it more then talk openly about it. Plus, mystique is always a part of divahood. Hey? Ya know?? And so is some people, little people, silly people, thinking what you are into as creepy.

*hugs*