At night when I dream I am not in my wheelchair, I am walking, It sucks to wake up from that and get into the wheelchair. What is kind of strange though is that my walking in my dreams has been getting progressively shittier. It's beginning to take on the shitty characteristics of current walking style.
I'm starting to watch T.V to no end to get away from reality. My reality is not desirable. I feel shitty about bitching about my state because I know that my situation is far better than so many others. My old quadriplegic roommate told me that I have every right to bitch and moan though because I was robbed. He got robbed more than me, but I was still robbed. I try not to bitch, but today I am going to. I'm going to exercise that right for a little bit.
I'm starting to watch T.V to no end to get away from reality. My reality is not desirable. I feel shitty about bitching about my state because I know that my situation is far better than so many others. My old quadriplegic roommate told me that I have every right to bitch and moan though because I was robbed. He got robbed more than me, but I was still robbed. I try not to bitch, but today I am going to. I'm going to exercise that right for a little bit.
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I hope that it is not rude of me to say this, but you have a very special opportunity to experience the world in a way many people will never experience. I know I didn't see it this way when I couldn't walk but if you can get to that place of observation life gets a lot easier.