so a lot has happened... my mom fell and broke her wrist so we got to hang out in the ER for a few hours and laugh and have some quality time... which I kinda miss since I never see her anymore... had to push a few people away in my life so that I could move forward and all I can hope is they dont hate me for it. I'm still lonely.. and thats a bad problem for me but Ill get over it
hope everyone is doing well and I think Im gonna go crawl into bed.

I wish you werent so lonely hun!