Wow... I just spent about 30 minutes writing out a blog, and I accidentally hit a button, and lost it all.
So I will start from scratch. All over again, because why not?
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This is going to be a blog about possibility, and perhaps life finally throwing me an opportunity to be happy.
Though its not widely known by all it is known by a few that I am not exactly the happiest person out there. This can stem from various things some of which I would divulge, but I can say some of it has to do with where I am at in life. All of which is my fault, and believe me I take responsibility for my stupid decisions throughout the last 2-3 years.
Either way I am in college now, and attempting to get a degree in business management. The classes so far are amusing, and quite fun. Its going to be a lot of work, but its nothing I am new to or afraid of. I will attack the classes like I attack anything else I am devoted to.
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Now. Onto the main topic at hand. One major issue at hand for me is the fact that I do not like where I live. I love my parents, and I love the house, but I absolutely HATE this area. I can't express how much I mean that word, and how true it is in terms of my feelings for this area I live in. I almost despise all of my neighbors, and anytime they try talking to me I just wish I could tell them how much of a disgrace they are to humanity. The only problem with that is I dont want my car ninjad from my driveway at night.
Either way. At my current job I make $8.50/hr. When it comes down to it that amount is in no way sufficient for me. 90% of my last paycheck went to bills, and had essentially left me in a bad state money wise. In reality I know I will never get out of this area making the amount that I make. Now don't get me wrong. I like the people I work with, and some of the girls are quite attractive... even the work isnt that bad, and I do have a tan which is a feat all its own, but I can't afford this job. Its just not enough for me to be happy, and no where enough for me to possibly move on in life.
So... My friend told me to try working where he works. Most of my friends work at this place, and its almost a given that I would get this job. I have the experience, and knowledge as well as the drive, and ability to adapt fast. The pay would be at least $11/hr, and this would equal to about $400 more per month. If I were to land this job it would put me in a place in life to where I could easier pay bills I have no, and start saving up to move out of this piece of shit area.
I feel as though I am getting so much closer to moving on in life, and this will set me on the path I have been aiming for. It feels good to know I could be on the way to being happy again. Cross your fingers though because getting this job will be the difference in me being on my way, and me being depressed for who knows how long.
So I will start from scratch. All over again, because why not?
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This is going to be a blog about possibility, and perhaps life finally throwing me an opportunity to be happy.
Though its not widely known by all it is known by a few that I am not exactly the happiest person out there. This can stem from various things some of which I would divulge, but I can say some of it has to do with where I am at in life. All of which is my fault, and believe me I take responsibility for my stupid decisions throughout the last 2-3 years.
Either way I am in college now, and attempting to get a degree in business management. The classes so far are amusing, and quite fun. Its going to be a lot of work, but its nothing I am new to or afraid of. I will attack the classes like I attack anything else I am devoted to.
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Now. Onto the main topic at hand. One major issue at hand for me is the fact that I do not like where I live. I love my parents, and I love the house, but I absolutely HATE this area. I can't express how much I mean that word, and how true it is in terms of my feelings for this area I live in. I almost despise all of my neighbors, and anytime they try talking to me I just wish I could tell them how much of a disgrace they are to humanity. The only problem with that is I dont want my car ninjad from my driveway at night.
Either way. At my current job I make $8.50/hr. When it comes down to it that amount is in no way sufficient for me. 90% of my last paycheck went to bills, and had essentially left me in a bad state money wise. In reality I know I will never get out of this area making the amount that I make. Now don't get me wrong. I like the people I work with, and some of the girls are quite attractive... even the work isnt that bad, and I do have a tan which is a feat all its own, but I can't afford this job. Its just not enough for me to be happy, and no where enough for me to possibly move on in life.
So... My friend told me to try working where he works. Most of my friends work at this place, and its almost a given that I would get this job. I have the experience, and knowledge as well as the drive, and ability to adapt fast. The pay would be at least $11/hr, and this would equal to about $400 more per month. If I were to land this job it would put me in a place in life to where I could easier pay bills I have no, and start saving up to move out of this piece of shit area.
I feel as though I am getting so much closer to moving on in life, and this will set me on the path I have been aiming for. It feels good to know I could be on the way to being happy again. Cross your fingers though because getting this job will be the difference in me being on my way, and me being depressed for who knows how long.
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Fine art/art history/English at the moment. Not sure which of the three I'm going to persue in grad school yet.