so i'm gogin to be selfish for a minute... i'm aloud rite? this is was i want, in life, for christmas, in a man, in general.
i want: it be thinner
it be more social
it get a hair cut... not jsut a cut but i style, the kind that makes peoples heads turn.
i want to make heads turn.
i want a boy
that likes me
kisses me
when he goes someplace be it another country or a concert and i'm not there i want him to call and tell me how it was and mention that it would have been better if i had been their, b/c he likes me that much.
i want new glasses
i want to be sexy
i want a new great pair of jeans
and shoes
i want love
or lust
i want money
i want a gentle squeeze at my waist to show you care
i want to feel alive again
and inspired
i want to not be so anal retentive and bitch about everything
i want a vacation
i want to meet new people and not be scared to
i want to paint my apartment
i want iggy pop to put down the bottle and act a llil' more his age
i want my mom to stop being the way she is
i want to be able to make people understand why i am the way i am and tell them stories they dont' knwo about me, and would never believe
i want my ex to find me irresistable
i want to not find my ex irresistable
i want to stop feeling like a fuck up
i want a new tv, one bigger then 11 inches
i want my cat a dog to stop fighting over my bed
i want to not want to sleep all the time
shit this makes me sound liek the most unstable person. damn it.
eyeballkid:
That's alot. Hope you get it all.
poser:
Well we can discussed the best ways get these gifts,,,I have little men and women who work for me non-stop..so why dont you sit here on santa's nice warm lap, and we can get on it right away 
