One thing I have learned about myself is that I am constantly changing my mind; that my opinions on most things can sway from day to day. I think that comes from trying to honestly "be myself" at all times. Some days I am irritable and speak before I think, some days I am quiet and contemplative. Lately I've noticed how I get angry and frustrated easily, and I'm trying to make more of an effort not to be that way. I try to think about the other people around me and how my actions affect them. However, I am also trying to learn how to not let others take advantage of me.
Life is sometimes hard. I've been through enough to know that. I also know that at any given time, I'm not the only one hurting, and that kills me (sometimes because I jealously want my pain to be all my own, and other times because I don't want anyone to have to suffer).
Love helps me get through life. Loving myself (or desperately trying to), accepting love from others, and loving those around me. I want people to remember me as a loving, funny, courageous person above all else, and I plan to do everything in my life to reflect who I am, whether it's a bitch some days and a lover on others.
I won't appologize for being myself any longer.
Life is sometimes hard. I've been through enough to know that. I also know that at any given time, I'm not the only one hurting, and that kills me (sometimes because I jealously want my pain to be all my own, and other times because I don't want anyone to have to suffer).
Love helps me get through life. Loving myself (or desperately trying to), accepting love from others, and loving those around me. I want people to remember me as a loving, funny, courageous person above all else, and I plan to do everything in my life to reflect who I am, whether it's a bitch some days and a lover on others.
I won't appologize for being myself any longer.
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*wakes up* oh, yes so, yeah ... saw your profile, thought that you and I would be good SG friends. Please check out my profile, and decide for yourself. I see from your journal that you may change your mind at some point in the future. If you drop me, it will just be another excellent excuse to eat some chocolate, watch ATHF and give cigarettes to trees.
Damn! I just saw your "gets me hot" list: If only I were not such a static, "fuck porportionate representation" (read: two party system = corporations are the feudal lords), untalented kind of beast *sigh* drat.
So, add me as a friend or I will call the brute squad. "I'm on the brute squad."
"You ARE the brute squad."