sylphio

I found this old poem today. I wrote it when I had a crush on a very awkward yet very cute red head I once knew. I was to much of a coward then to say anything to her, we talked, but not about my attraction for her, nothing happened and sometimes I wish it did, so here it is:

ECHOING MUSE

I see you and Im nervous and shaken
My breath is taken
I feel awakened
But I cant hear the words your sayn
sometimes
cause my insides chime
To the rhyme and beat
like a poet twitchn on the street
Here I see you Speak with you
and my days complete
Yet Im left gasping and grasping
to the memories like straws
Im around you and know all my flaws
girl
Your not
more
You are
and I can only implore
to explore
your personality
and your individuality
you lack commonality
nothing common can make my mind soar
and eyes tear to the fear
of scaring you with who I am
this Passionate, Neo-Romantic, Visionary
visions of you and me
in talks on walks
through parks
blanket spread
grapes and cheese
finger meals and teas
crosswords and cards
pool and darts
bars and live bands
seeing you jumping and swaying
to the atmospheric sounds
like winds with clouds
hoping to reach lunar heights
high of my hopes
I might be able to bring pleasure
to every facet of you
like a gem
a ruby
fiery of mind
the way your eyes shine
is that a sign
Do you like me
see me fondly and its true
like a dirty secret
I think fondly of you
wishing for your touch
the feeling and reeling
the rush of lips and biting
pressed up against a wall
fighting
feeling each other
prying praying
to be of one flesh
breathless and euphoric
as we fall to the floor
the longing
the creativity I adore
all a gift of what you do to me and
I sit and wonder
how you tick why John Denver why a shelter
why am I all Helter Skelter
on the inside
so I try to abide
your space
my mind is in race
a chase
other thoughts
trailing you
youre the speed
of my heart palpitations
my mind's explanation
for a need of procreation
but I feed a greater need to enjoy you wholly and sacred a temple
I wish to enter naked and bare
blunt and honest
you deserve nothing less
I wish to enjoy an us freely
and as all things finite our last night
we promise to keep in touch
even though we may never feel each others touch
but well move on strong
knowing that we did belong
for that time
and to look back fondly
not some notch
but a treasured memory
that not even time could steal
even now theres no forgetting you
not completely No!
your sex is not enough
Id go without
if it meant more time
more of a chance
more rhyme that flows like a glance
a twinkled memory
like electricity
you inspire me
breathlessly
hoping a little youll hurt me
knowing that what I feel
that all this I feel
is worth it
your worth it
I thank you
even if nothing more passes tween me and you
youve made me more happy
than my recent piece of machinery
more so than any girl I know
at any end that may come
youve given me this much
of ink and soul and
I feel a little more whole
to have known you
and my eyes will tear with the happiness of you
Thank you
my hopes that this gratitude echoes back to you
As you echo back on me
my beloved muse of twilights memory