I dont really have much to blog about these days.
I was really sick for a few days and turns out Im just really really sad. After being sick, Ive found my self never ever hungry anymore, but right before I got sick I was eating constantly... I dont know whats up there.
Anywho Im sad because Im very very very very devistatingly lonley. Theres this stupid song (Love Song - Taylor Swift) [if you havent herd it youtube it] and i listen to it all the fucking time but it makes me cry. On top of that I was reading those Twilight books (so not for single people) I was so living vicariously through Edward and Bella in their wonderful fairytale happiness. They just seemed perfect, and im so... fucked up.
BUT enough of how much my heart is breaking. I got a haircut yesterday and I think it looks so cute on me, makes me look my age. I went in with no clue at all and told the girl i want bangs and rock star hair.
sorry for the shitty picture, im not photogenic these days.
Im going out for SuicideSunday this week, i cant wait to see Lyric and have drinks. I dont say weve ever gone to the bar together in the 5 years wee been friends. Oh and Lyric if you read this in 3 days weve been friends for exactly 5 whole years! Holy EFF!
And to end my blog off on a cute note:
-SydVicious
**Romeo save me Ive been felling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head I dont know what to think **
I was really sick for a few days and turns out Im just really really sad. After being sick, Ive found my self never ever hungry anymore, but right before I got sick I was eating constantly... I dont know whats up there.
Anywho Im sad because Im very very very very devistatingly lonley. Theres this stupid song (Love Song - Taylor Swift) [if you havent herd it youtube it] and i listen to it all the fucking time but it makes me cry. On top of that I was reading those Twilight books (so not for single people) I was so living vicariously through Edward and Bella in their wonderful fairytale happiness. They just seemed perfect, and im so... fucked up.
BUT enough of how much my heart is breaking. I got a haircut yesterday and I think it looks so cute on me, makes me look my age. I went in with no clue at all and told the girl i want bangs and rock star hair.
sorry for the shitty picture, im not photogenic these days.
Im going out for SuicideSunday this week, i cant wait to see Lyric and have drinks. I dont say weve ever gone to the bar together in the 5 years wee been friends. Oh and Lyric if you read this in 3 days weve been friends for exactly 5 whole years! Holy EFF!
And to end my blog off on a cute note:
-SydVicious
**Romeo save me Ive been felling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head I dont know what to think **
micamars:
Cheer up, you are a beautiful woman. The right guy will come along. Also, you might be having just a touch of post partem depression maybe.
micamars:
Yea, being the third wheel sucks. Why is it when your with someone you have all kinds of people hitting on you, but as soon as your single they all disappear?