1. Five days until I get to touch the most beautiful man I've ever known. I'm still ridiculously in love. It's been over a year now, and we still have the most amazing chemistry-by far the most life changing relationship yet. Our communication level is outstanding. I'm so blessed, and so hopeful about our future.
The month apart has opened up my mind a lot about relationships, and I've learned a little more about what I want. However, not having sex just fucking sucks. And I'm not much of a personal dj-er so if you can guess my level of frustration.....I'm used to sex everyday. Good sex. Sex that makes you want a sandwich and a nap. it's great.
2. Since I don't start my new job for another week, I'm a little short on activities. I'm pretty bored. I did wash my car today though, so I'm awfully proud.
3. Tonight I go see The Dark Knight with my homies, but I'm really tired, and can't figure out why. I think it's the over the counter sleep meds I've been partaking in to sleep in my moms bed (I'm housesitting). The bed is wayyyyyyy too soft for me.
4. Tomorrow, er, Saturday I'm competing in Seattle's first burlesque competition. I don't know whether to be excited or not. I'm doing my peacock fan dance, and it's really hard to find spaces to practice with these giant fucking fans. I'm also 6'1", so it's difficult. I tried outside, but there's too much wind.
5. I'm planning on shooting a new bonafied set in August. I'm pretty excited about it. My photographer has been shooting my shows for the past couple years, and he seems excited to get to shoot me in a different mode.
6. I'm pretty addicted to Project Runway and Shear Genius. Every night I've been watching Sex in the City reruns, and I'm reminded of how much I loved the series, even though it did spawn some girl douchebaggery.
Movies I want to see:
1. Mama Mia
2. Hellboy 2
3. The Mummy 3 (or whatever the fuck it's called-I loved the previous 2)
4. Wanted
I'm sure there's more, but I'm sleepy.
The month apart has opened up my mind a lot about relationships, and I've learned a little more about what I want. However, not having sex just fucking sucks. And I'm not much of a personal dj-er so if you can guess my level of frustration.....I'm used to sex everyday. Good sex. Sex that makes you want a sandwich and a nap. it's great.
2. Since I don't start my new job for another week, I'm a little short on activities. I'm pretty bored. I did wash my car today though, so I'm awfully proud.
3. Tonight I go see The Dark Knight with my homies, but I'm really tired, and can't figure out why. I think it's the over the counter sleep meds I've been partaking in to sleep in my moms bed (I'm housesitting). The bed is wayyyyyyy too soft for me.
4. Tomorrow, er, Saturday I'm competing in Seattle's first burlesque competition. I don't know whether to be excited or not. I'm doing my peacock fan dance, and it's really hard to find spaces to practice with these giant fucking fans. I'm also 6'1", so it's difficult. I tried outside, but there's too much wind.
5. I'm planning on shooting a new bonafied set in August. I'm pretty excited about it. My photographer has been shooting my shows for the past couple years, and he seems excited to get to shoot me in a different mode.
6. I'm pretty addicted to Project Runway and Shear Genius. Every night I've been watching Sex in the City reruns, and I'm reminded of how much I loved the series, even though it did spawn some girl douchebaggery.
Movies I want to see:
1. Mama Mia
2. Hellboy 2
3. The Mummy 3 (or whatever the fuck it's called-I loved the previous 2)
4. Wanted
I'm sure there's more, but I'm sleepy.
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metaverse:
I saw Wanted on 4th of July...it was awesome because there were only 6 other people in the theater when we went to see it . Very cool movie. James McAvoy was really cool in it.
ladyexxa:
Congratulaaaaaaaaaaaaaations!