If I could blink myself out of existence.....I think I'd consider it for a minute.
I'm having a hellish time with this job situation. Not being able to take care of yourself triggers the most primal fears about not being able to survive.
It's been two months of searching, being proud, breaking down and letting my parents help me, and being really really scared and frustrated.
I hate being perfectly capable, but not getting the call.
I mostly spend my days trying to forget about it, after spending time sending my resume out to craigslist ads. It's all mind consuming at points, and the panic attacks that can accompany it are absolutely terrifying. The boredom isn't much better.
I'm having a hellish time with this job situation. Not being able to take care of yourself triggers the most primal fears about not being able to survive.
It's been two months of searching, being proud, breaking down and letting my parents help me, and being really really scared and frustrated.
I hate being perfectly capable, but not getting the call.
I mostly spend my days trying to forget about it, after spending time sending my resume out to craigslist ads. It's all mind consuming at points, and the panic attacks that can accompany it are absolutely terrifying. The boredom isn't much better.
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you strike me as an intelligent, confident person. i'm certain that with continued persistence, you'll be recognized as an asset others were foolish to pass over.
right now im looking for another job and it sucks.in las vegas all the casinos want you to apply on the internet.
but if you apply at home they never call you.if you go to that specific casino you get a quick interview right there.
right now im changing diesel tires in this damn heat and i cant take much more.somedays when i wake up i feel like breaking down and call my dad to let me move back in.
well,ill pray for both of us to get a job soon.
take care.