You will i hope forgive the fact that as I type i am somewhat worse for the ware.. that is to say i may have had a bit too much in the way of alchohol this evening...
Im finding that as i move along there is little in the way of certainty available. I like to think that everyday i wake with some chance of knowing what is in store for me, sadly i find out that this is in fact a falsehood, everyday is a new chance to be shocked and little more than that. I reflect on lessons i have learned in life and find that all the things that we may be raised on as children are in fact incorrect and an aggregious oversight of factual existance.
People no matter how much you want them to be around are always intendant to thier own fancy, that is to say that they will leave you flat dissappointed in a heartbeat. In excess to this human beings seem to be flawed in the manner of how they treat others, it seems that they are prone to invoking the very characteristics that they condemn in others. Put it this way, you hate a person who is suspicious of you and yet you cant seem to not betray trust that they place in you. Hate that you always end up finding love in all the wrong places? G-d forbid you just give up and stop looking endlessly for that one single person who will reaffirm all the things you believe about life and love.
I guess that Im just jaded by what i have seen over my scant years on this earth but at the same time i wonder what exavtly in a person worth in this world? what are human beings worth? Last time i checked i havent seen a wild discovery about animals that fuck eachother over for a percentage but hell maybe i just dont watch enough TV...
Im finding that as i move along there is little in the way of certainty available. I like to think that everyday i wake with some chance of knowing what is in store for me, sadly i find out that this is in fact a falsehood, everyday is a new chance to be shocked and little more than that. I reflect on lessons i have learned in life and find that all the things that we may be raised on as children are in fact incorrect and an aggregious oversight of factual existance.
People no matter how much you want them to be around are always intendant to thier own fancy, that is to say that they will leave you flat dissappointed in a heartbeat. In excess to this human beings seem to be flawed in the manner of how they treat others, it seems that they are prone to invoking the very characteristics that they condemn in others. Put it this way, you hate a person who is suspicious of you and yet you cant seem to not betray trust that they place in you. Hate that you always end up finding love in all the wrong places? G-d forbid you just give up and stop looking endlessly for that one single person who will reaffirm all the things you believe about life and love.
I guess that Im just jaded by what i have seen over my scant years on this earth but at the same time i wonder what exavtly in a person worth in this world? what are human beings worth? Last time i checked i havent seen a wild discovery about animals that fuck eachother over for a percentage but hell maybe i just dont watch enough TV...