Good morning, Mr. President. Or should I say Presidents.
God I love PUSA. They're so right; everyone DOES want to be naked and famous. Hell, I know I do.
I've been trying to play Morrowind again. I fucked myself last time around. Like, ass-fucked. Hard. I started changing around my character a whole bunch using "enablestatreviewmenu" which only half-worked...making my character "Princess" a complete mess, with attributes and skills that didn't really work together. So I started over...making Princess a Maboroshi, an online race I downloaded that is catlike. And let me tell you: it sucks being level 1. It sucks going from level 15 to level 1. I also made my favorite skills my ACTUAL favorites...athletics, alchemy, long blade, unarmored, destruction...and it is taking forever to level up. Usually I just go with like, agility...medium armor...things like that...which makes it easier...but hey, I'm up for a challenge. I just need to go to Caldera to get the Master's Alchemy set...and then to Balmora for the Grandmaster's Mortal and Pestal... if I just could stop dying on the way. Get my alchemy up, then my destruction...oh boy, I'm rambling.
Anyway...I have my first modeling "gig" next weekend. Posing for an artist + I'm getting paid. I'm rather excited...my mommies coming with me and is painting my nails. I'm a bit nervous modeling for a stranger, just because I'm not the best around people...but that's partially why I'm doing this. To learn and become comfortable with things in general. People, myself. All that good shit. Of course, a little birdy keeps asking me: Are you even sure you want to be good around people? Or even somewhat? Isn't your antisociality and altogether awkwardness in social situations part of what makes you so lovely? I really have been embracing some of my weaknesses for some time, and I wonder if it's because they are good imperfections or if it is because I'm afraid I can't change them. Maybe a little of both.
I will stay true. Peace.
God I love PUSA. They're so right; everyone DOES want to be naked and famous. Hell, I know I do.
I've been trying to play Morrowind again. I fucked myself last time around. Like, ass-fucked. Hard. I started changing around my character a whole bunch using "enablestatreviewmenu" which only half-worked...making my character "Princess" a complete mess, with attributes and skills that didn't really work together. So I started over...making Princess a Maboroshi, an online race I downloaded that is catlike. And let me tell you: it sucks being level 1. It sucks going from level 15 to level 1. I also made my favorite skills my ACTUAL favorites...athletics, alchemy, long blade, unarmored, destruction...and it is taking forever to level up. Usually I just go with like, agility...medium armor...things like that...which makes it easier...but hey, I'm up for a challenge. I just need to go to Caldera to get the Master's Alchemy set...and then to Balmora for the Grandmaster's Mortal and Pestal... if I just could stop dying on the way. Get my alchemy up, then my destruction...oh boy, I'm rambling.
Anyway...I have my first modeling "gig" next weekend. Posing for an artist + I'm getting paid. I'm rather excited...my mommies coming with me and is painting my nails. I'm a bit nervous modeling for a stranger, just because I'm not the best around people...but that's partially why I'm doing this. To learn and become comfortable with things in general. People, myself. All that good shit. Of course, a little birdy keeps asking me: Are you even sure you want to be good around people? Or even somewhat? Isn't your antisociality and altogether awkwardness in social situations part of what makes you so lovely? I really have been embracing some of my weaknesses for some time, and I wonder if it's because they are good imperfections or if it is because I'm afraid I can't change them. Maybe a little of both.
I will stay true. Peace.