I know that I've barely been on here lately. I apologize. I have a shitload of stress lately. I have a week to pack all my shit and get out of this house.
I have a couple of options on where to live. All with pros and cons. The easiest would be to move back to Massachusetts to my grandfather's house with 6 empty bedrooms. The only thing I don't like about this option is that he won't allow my sister and her 2 kids to stay there even if it's only temporary. I don't feel right about having somewhere warm to live when my sister and her kids might not.
My second option would be to move more north with my parents which would be 2 hours from everyone who is most important to me. Not too thrilled about this.
My last option for now is to move two streets over to my best friend's dad's house. The catch here is that I can't have anyone else over. This kinda sucks especially when I've been talking to this girl who I really believe I have a chance with.
We like so many of the same bands and have had some rad conversations about music. More on her later. We'll see how it goes. Just gave her a mix cd today she seemed super excited about it. She gives me certain signs that make me think she's into me.