swtchronic

GGoing to a strip club would be great (if my town had one). I would spend all my money and would leave with a smile. It would be empty. The boos I desire are of someone that would do more then give me a thrill. I have had that many time and although it is fun and fulfills my fleeting desire it is only something that fills that moment. It only makes me want it again and never fills my need for human contact. I want boos that will fulfill the moment but also, when I look back on it, I can smile and feel..... saudade (it's a Portuguese word that means great longing and desire. English has no word for it). Saudade... it's why poems are written...